However, it is a pity that Xu Lei’s thoughts are only extravagant hopes.
She really envied Qiu Mucheng, envious that she could find her own support, and find the man who would make her sustenance for life.
Tears are only like rain.
Who could have imagined that the miss between her and Ye Fan back then turned out to be an irreparable regret in her life.
….
“Xiao Lei~”
“have you slept?”
Just as Xu Lei was crying, Ye Fan’s voice suddenly asked outside the room.
Xu Lei suddenly felt a little bit of emotion, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand, trying hard not to let Ye Fan see that she was crying just now.
She is a proud woman, even in front of Ye Fan, she didn’t want to show her fragile side to make Ye Fan worry.
“No, Brother Xiaofan.”
Xu Lei opened the door of room 92ab03a0 and smiled softly.
But no matter how well she concealed it, how could she escape Ye Fan’s eyes.
“Xiao Lei, what’s wrong with you?”
“Is it all right?”
Ye Fan asked worriedly, his words were full of care and pity.
Xu Lei was even younger than him.
It was Fanghua, but now she has endured hardships she shouldn’t have at her age. Over the years, Ye Fan felt that Xu Lei must have been very bad, right?
“No, Brother Xiao Fan.”
“I’m fine.”
“Just when I heard you call Miss Qiu, I suddenly missed my parents.”
“When I was sick and helpless, I just knew how good it is to feel like a loved one?”
Yes, only when it’s cold can you truly appreciate how warm the bed is?
Only after the people left their relatives did they know how happy they were when they were sheltered by their parents.
“Before, I was alone in Jiangdong. Although I was unaccompanied, at least I still had my parents at home. I would go back to see during the holidays.
“When you are frustrated, or lonely, you can talk to your parents and complain about them. When you are sick, there will be greetings and care.”
“But now, Mom and Dad are no longer, and now the Xu family can’t go back. Suddenly, I feel that the whole world is left alone.”
“Brother Xiaofan, have you heard a word?”
“Parents are there, and there is still a place in life. When parents go, there is only the way back in life.”
“My parents are a solid wall between us and the god of death. Now that the wall is gone, we will face death directly.”
In the room, the dim light swayed slowly.
Falling on the body of the woman in front of her, only the haze was shed.
Xu Lei’s brows were slightly flushed on the floor in the long skirt, standing by the window, while talking, while looking out the window nonchalantly, the smile at the corner of her mouth contained endless loss and sorrow.
In the eyes of outsiders, she is the goddess of Jiangdong, the daughter of the Xu family, she is glamorous, she is noble and majestic.
However, who knows what kind of sorrow and sorrow are behind a person’s glamour.
Just like Xu Lei now, her parents died early and her family was ruthless. The brother Xiao Fan, whom she thought she could rely on for life, has already become a family and has become her people’s trust.
Even if Ye Fan can still accompany her now.
However, she knew very well that Ye Fan was going to leave after all, and was going to return to Yunzhou after all.
Sometimes when I think about it, Xu Lei doesn’t know why. Walking in this life, only herself is left.
Seeing that, Xu Lei’s emotions became more and more depressed.
Those beautiful eyes are getting more and more bleak.
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