Bewedded, Not Beloved

Chapter: 296

Xi Qingchuan reminds me that I am a loser all the time.
Low is low.
I tried to pretend to be indifferent, biting my lip: “Don’t you need to greet the guests? Came here to taunt me?”
“No, I’m reminding you to get used to it, because starting from today, from this moment on, you have to accept everyone’s contempt and ridicule of you, because of this choice you made, you will endure these in the future.”
It is false to say not to be angry, and to say not to be sad.
Obviously Xi Qingchuan suggested that I do this.
For a while, I even thought he might like me a little bit.
He pays attention to my every move, he also cares about me, and even he takes care of me very much.
But I don’t understand why he hit me like this suddenly, dug a hole for me, made me jump in, and then buried soil on my head.
This person Xi Qingchuan not only made me unpredictable, but I felt that if I continue to get along with him, sooner or later he will make me heartbroken.
Originally, I didn’t want to tell him about our messy things on this occasion, but I suddenly had a question that I wanted to ask him.
I raised my head and looked at his beautiful face that many girls are dreaming about. Although I know that this is not the time when my children are in love, this question has been buried in my heart for a long time.
“Xi Qingchuan, I ask you.”
He didn’t say he wanted to listen, but standing still in place meant that he would listen.
“Have you ever been obsessed with me?”
This question is stupid, I know.
But I just want to ask.
He looked at me with no expression on his face and no emotions. Suddenly he raised his eyebrows: “What did I do to give you this illusion?”
“What do you think?” I asked him back.
“Because I sleep with you?” He chuckled.
To be honest, I once gave me a smile because of the smile Xi Qingchuan gave me. It made me feel like a flower bloomed in my heart. The petals opened one after another, blooming gorgeously and dazzlingly.
But now I also have an urge to die because of his smile.
I have an unprecedented sense of frustration, and a sense of humiliation, the humiliation of being humiliated by Xi Qingchuan.
Some words have been held in my heart for a long time, maybe they have reached the mouth of the bottle and have to spray them out.
I don’t care if there are people coming and going, or if anyone is looking at me.
“You mean you sleep with me just because I am a woman, would you do that for anyone?”
“if not?”
“So, what I thought you were warm to me was that I would misunderstand and express your love? So in fact, you never liked me at all, did you?”
“Have I said that?” He still smiled.
I dare say that I have never been so embarrassed in my entire life.
Although I have little confidence in myself, I know very well that I am not a girl who is particularly ignored.
When I was in college, many boys came to chase me, and I was so miserable that I was so passionate.
I thought Xi Qingchuan was intimate with me and was considerate to me. I thought he had a little affection for me, and even I became affectionate and thought he liked me.
It seems not.
He slept with me only because I was a woman.
He was considerate to me, and probably the same to other women.
I’m like that movie, the heroine in the wrong car, showing the wrong love for the seven days, it is more than seven days.
I saw myself in Xi Qingchuan’s pupils, so small, so scared, and so helpless.
When I was lost, I really showed the characteristics of the heroine in Qiong Yao’s drama to the fullest, and even used the parallel sentences so vividly.
I am sad to find that perhaps I am more concerned about Xi Qingchuan than I thought.
Since my mother’s death, my father and I returned to Xiao’s house. When my father was away, I was insulted and bullied a lot, and I would not feel sad.
The only deep sadness and helplessness came from the man in front of me.
“Excuse me, excuse me.” What can I do now, I can only say that.
Pretending to be injured, pretending to just ask casually.
When I wanted to pass by him, he held my wrist. I was already walking past him, but he was dragged back.
“Interview, Xiao Sheng, how do you feel now? How do you feel now when you will misinform and express your love, which I deny? Angry? Anger? No self-confidence?”
Yes, I am angry, I am angry, I have no place in myself.
My hand clenched a fist tightly. If my fist had the size of a casserole of Stephen Chow in Kung Fu, then I would definitely swing it out.
It’s a pity that I can’t beat him by arguing, I can’t beat him.
Like he said, I am a complete loser.
“I think I didn’t provoke you.” My voice was very low, and it was almost self-explanatory: “If you really hate me, you should divorce me sooner. There is no need to humiliate me so close. .”
“I don’t know why,” he leaned on my shoulders, because he was very tall, so he had to bend over to look into my eyes: “Maybe you have a charm that makes people think it will be cool to bully you. ”
My figure was shaky in his pupils.
Is this charm?
Well, he said yes.
“You think I’m bullying you, but even if I don’t bully you, there will be other people bullying you. Watching our husband and wife play together, why don’t you make this kind of good thing cheaper?
“Okay.” I struggled, in fact, he didn’t have much strength, but I didn’t have to break free: “You win, I lose.”
“Injured?” He looked at my eyes intently. A fire shot out from his eyes, which enveloped me. It was so hot that I couldn’t escape: “So you feel hurt, from the closest person around you. Attack, my level is the lightest, Xiao Sheng, I advise you to give up everything in your hands early, because you simply don’t have the ability to keep them. If you can’t keep them, you can let go earlier, and it will save you from suffering like this. Struggling is so painful.”
“You have been reluctant to divorce me because of my 30% of the shares?” I evaded his eyes, and my voice was like a mosquito hum.
“Will you sell it to me? 30% can make you worry-free for a few lifetimes.”
“I only have this life. I will not give you what I want for a few lifetimes of money.” I struggled to get rid of it. At this moment, I heard the sound of Xiao Shi, and she stood far away from us: “Qing Chuan, He The president is here, do you want to come over?”

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