What does he regret? I stopped and looked at him: “What did you say?”
“I regret that I shouldn’t turn back tonight, everything fell short.”
“What do you mean?”
“Xiao Sheng, do you know that it is very difficult for a person to grow up? Do you know that being a dodder flower that depends on others, will never grow into a towering tree.”
“I don’t want to be a tree, I just want to be a quiet and beautiful flower.”
“The flowering period is too short and thank you too quickly, Xiao Sheng, you are going to be a big tree, not a flower that can be broken by anyone.” Xi Qingchuan suddenly reached out to me, pulling my hair behind her ears. Face to face.
I don’t understand how this has anything to do with him turning back at night?
The lights in the room were dim, but his eyes were affectionate.
Now either Xi Qingchuan is mad, or I am mad.
In my interpretation, there was a little warmth in his eyes when he looked at me.
“What do you mean?”
“Xiao Sheng, you should know that no one will always be by your side to protect you, even if there is, you have to become stronger by yourself, just like playing a game, and the game characters have to go through trials and trials before they can step by step. Break through.”
I seem to understand a little bit. What Xi Qingchuan means is that sometimes he treats me suddenly and quickly, just as if he is just getting away, is it a trial for me?
“Xiao Sheng, you are very smart, but you rely too much on others. Xiao Yuan left the company to you to make you stronger and stronger. Running the company is not based on friendship and family, or even love, but on yourself.”
I raised my head and looked at his eyes under his long eyelashes, and I seemed to gradually understand.
I had a feeling a few days ago that Xi Qingchuan was deliberately teaching me how to manage the company, but I was not sure.
I always think he hates me so much that he is torturing me deliberately.
“You always feel that you can’t do it. You always rely too much on external forces. In fact, this time is a perfect opportunity. It is a good thing for you not to get the help of Qiao Yi. It will make you embarrassed on all sides. Instead, it will Survive PlayerUnknown’s Battlegrounds, understand?”
It turned out that it was Xi Qingchuan who worked hard, and his image seemed to immediately grow taller in front of me.
“Why are you telling me, why are you suddenly turning back?”
“Because…” His voice was dumb: “I can’t bear it.”
Suddenly I had nothing to say. I looked up at Xi Qingchuan’s eyes in front of me, and a layer of mist rose in his eyes.
Just now, my calm heart suddenly jumped wildly.
Was Xi Qingchuan confessing the remarks just now? Or am I going to be wrong if I am affectionate?
I wanted to ask, but I couldn’t ask, and looked at him gapingly. He suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me into his arms.
He hugged very hard, his lips pressed to my ears, and he was talking to me finely. He was saying, “Xiao Sheng, if I treat you a little bit more cruelly, maybe you can become you as soon as possible. The person my father wants you to be.”
“Xi Qingchuan,” I lifted my head from his arms and looked for his black eyes, “Is my father asking you to do all this?”
He nodded: “One night after I married you, he invited me out to have a long conversation. He hoped that I could train you to be a strong person. I don’t know if my method was wrong.” He gently Rubbing my hair: “I don’t know if your father knows, will he praise me or scold me? I don’t have to stick to it.”
“Xi Qingchuan…” I called his name softly, and he blocked my mouth with his finger: “Stop calling, do you know that every time you call my name like this, your bones will be crispy? ?”
I still have such a special function, why don’t I know?
“Xiao Sheng, sometimes I’m thinking, am I being too strict with you, should I tie you to my side and let you be the little woman by my side?”
“I’m the little woman by your side, what about Xiaoshi?”
“Why always mention Xiaoshi, I love her very much in front of you?”
This is not true, my body is soft in his embrace.
Xi Qingchuan seems to be confessing to me, why don’t I take this opportunity to ask more clearly?
So I asked him: “Do you love flute and poems?”
“I remember I answered your question, I don’t love it.”
“Then have you ever loved her?”
“There was no such thing.”
I nodded, and he looked down at me: “How? That’s the end of the question, don’t you plan to keep asking?”
Yes, I should take advantage of the victory and ask him if he loves me, but I don’t have the courage to think about it.
But at least I knew that what Xi Qingchuan treated me was just a trial for me. He didn’t hate me or hate me, and he was not insensitive.
I don’t have any ambitions for me. I don’t ask Xi Qingchuan to love me 100%, I just ask him to like me a little bit.
For me, I am already very content and satisfied.
I am a little woman who is not greedy, and my request is only so little.
But since Xi Qingchuan doesn’t hate me, do I want to solve the problem that I want to solve tomorrow?
I took advantage of the victory and asked him immediately: “What should I do tomorrow?”
He pushed my head: “Do your own things.”
“But I don’t know what to do. They let me play Xiao Shi and Xiao Lingling.”
“Then what do you think?”
“I want to let them go, would you agree with me doing that?”
He looked at me helplessly: “I can’t let a bun become a zongzi in an instant!”
He rubbed my hair, and I actually saw a lot of spoiling in his eyes.
He said: “It’s very simple to let them out. You have thought about it. If you let them out, they may not be grateful to you, and you have a lot more opponents.”
“I don’t want to make them appreciate me, but I don’t think Dad wants to see this kind of scene.”
“You are a kind little fairy.”
I was stunned. It is really rare to hear such disgusting words from Xi Qingchuan’s mouth.
He picked me up, walked to the bed and put me down, I suddenly blushed: “What are you doing?”
“Tomorrow you have a lot of things to deal with, go to bed early.”
Then he turned around. Why did he turn around and leave after he was still in love with me? But he walked to the closet and took out his pajamas: “I’m going to take a shower, and you will wait for me obediently.”
Seeing Xi Qingchuan’s figure hidden in the bathroom door, I suddenly felt top-heavy, as if he was dreaming just now, especially unreal.
I poked myself in the face, feeling it.
I’m not dreaming. For the first time in my life, when I knew so clearly that I liked someone, and that person seemed to like me a little bit, this feeling made me wonder how to describe it.
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