Am I calm? I seem to be struggling.
I looked at the door, the door was closed, I waved to Qiao Yi, and she bent over to me: “What are you doing?”
“Where is Xi Qingchuan?”
“It seems to be calling to deal with something, the company’s business!”
I think I have something to tell Qiao Yi, but I thought about it for a long time and didn’t know what to say.
Qiao Yi looked at me strangely: “What’s wrong with you, Xiaosheng, you don’t seem to be very happy.”
“What’s to be happy about?”
“You are pregnant and have a baby. A swollen child will be born after 10 months. Don’t you feel very happy?”
Qiao Yi looked much happier than I was, and I said, “I will give you the baby at all, and you will give birth to him.”
“What are you talking about?” Qiao Yi reached out and probed my head: “Aren’t you having a fever? Why are you talking nonsense?”
I put her hand off: “I hope I am dreaming.”
“Xiao Sheng, don’t you always like children? Your reaction is really weird.”
I licked my lips, squeezed Qiao Yi’s neckline, and pulled her head to my mouth. She yelled, “Oh, hey, you strangled me, please be gentle.”
“Joe, I don’t want to give birth to him.”
“What?” she yelled in a loud voice.
I hurriedly covered her mouth: “You keep your voice down, don’t cry out.”
“What did you just say? You don’t want to give birth to him, don’t you want to…” Her eyes stared like brass bells, terrified.
Actually, I didn’t think it well myself: Even if the second half of Qiao Yi’s words were not spoken, I was surprised by myself.
Yes, in my subconscious I don’t want to give birth to him…
I don’t know either. The relationship between Xi Qingchuan and I now confuses me. I don’t know what my own future is. How can I determine the future of a child?
“Xiao Sheng, your brain is broken, he is your biological child!”
“Don’t be noisy, it makes me dizzy, you sit down first…” I pointed to the side of the bed, and Qiao Yi reluctantly sat down on the side of my bed.
“Xiao Sheng, what do you want?”
“I don’t know.” I told her honestly.
“Why don’t you want to give birth to him?” Qiao Yi’s eyes rolled around in his eye sockets, and suddenly she gripped my wrist tightly, hurting me to death.
“Is it the scumbag of Xi Qingchuan? Is he not wanting children? Is he asking you to get rid of the children?”
“No, no, no…” I said no to several times, and held Qiao Yi tightly, for fear that she would jump out when I let go: “Can you use your brain? If Xi Qingchuan doesn’t want children, Why should I tell you?”
“Yeah.” She scratched her head, looking very confused: “That’s weird, Xi Qingchuan wants a child, then why don’t you want to give birth? Could it be…” Her eyes wandered around inside the eye frame again, turning around. He turned into cross-eyed eyes: “Couldn’t it be? Impossible, you are not like that.”
She hesitated, even though I didn’t say it, I knew what she was thinking.
“No, I haven’t had close contact with anyone.”
“I didn’t mean that.” She was a little embarrassed.
“What do you mean by that?”
I was so confused by Qiao Yi, so I just lay down and pulled the quilt on top of my head. Qiao Yi pulled the quilt off again, supporting my bed with both hands and looking at me condescendingly: “What are your concerns? I said, I will solve it for you.”
“What can you solve?” I don’t even know what happened between Xi Qingchuan and I.
He is so fickle, I don’t know what his thoughts are until now.
I think he was so happy that I was pregnant, not because the person who was pregnant was me, but because I was pregnant.
Forget it, I still don’t say the tongue twister, Qiao Yi from the province is more confused than me.
“Okay.” I waved, weakly: “You also go back to the ward to rest!”
“Xiao Sheng.” Qiao Yi’s face was infinitely magnified in front of me: “I still don’t worry after thinking about it. Your current state is too unstable. Forget it, I will move over to live with you tonight.”
“No, the bed in the ward is so small, I don’t want to squeeze with you, I’m just telling you, don’t tell Xi Qingchuan.”
“But your current mental condition is too dangerous.” Qiao Yi was worried.
If I knew it, I wouldn’t talk to Qiao Yi.
I didn’t even think about it myself, but told her that it made her worry more?
I finally blasted Qiao Yi away, and Xi Qingchuan came in without taking a breath.
He stood in front of my bed and kept looking at me. Although I hid my face under the quilt, I could still feel his hot gaze.
I don’t know how much he heard in the conversation between me and Qiao Yi just now, but he is such a sensitive person, from my reaction, I can probably tell that I am not interested in pregnancy.
Not only is not very interested, but also a little confused, and a little bit touched.
“Xiao Sheng.” He finally said, “Are you a little uneasy?”
“It’s okay.” My voice hummed from the sheet.
He seemed to stretch out his hand to me, but he didn’t have the quilt off my head.
He stood in front of my bed for a while, and then went out.
Xi Qingchuan is not by my side, and I feel less oppressed.
But I’m still at a loss, and I’m still not sure whether or not to give birth to this child.
When I didn’t think it well, the news of my pregnancy spread like wildfire.
Ruan Ling came to see me with chicken soup and was shocked to death. I asked her, “Who told you that, was it Qiao Yi?”
Ruan Ling said that she didn’t know how the message came out. Anyway, as soon as she went to the company, she heard a lot of rumors from the company that I was pregnant.
She told me: “There will be a large number of senior officials from Xiao’s coming to visit you later, you have to be mentally prepared.”
If it weren’t for Qiao Yi, how could they know that it was Xi Qingchuan? When did he have such a big mouth?
The bowl of chicken soup that Ruan Ling gave me wasn’t finished, so the senior executives of the Xiao family lined up to visit me. Bags of various supplements, flowers and fruits filled the room, and the flattery was beyond words.
Looking at these smiling faces, I can hardly avoid remembering the scene when they surrounded me and attacked me some time ago, so it is difficult for me to show smiling faces to these people again.
When I calmed my face, they trembling even more, dared not to stay longer, saying that they would give me a good rest and then left.
Ruan Ling asked me: “Do you know why they flattered you so much after hearing the news of your pregnancy?”
This question is not difficult to answer: “Because I am pregnant with Xi Qingchuan’s child.”
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