Two hours is too long for me. I sat on the bench and read the files Ruan Ling sent me. Only half of the time passed.
Xi Qingchuan called me and asked what was the result of my report.
I said it was good, now I am on my way back to the Xiao family.
He said that he would come to me for dinner if he was free at noon. I said I was very busy and I didn’t agree or disagree.
Finally two hours passed, the test report came out, and the doctor beckoned me to go to his office.
He handed me the report: “Do you understand the appraisal results? If you don’t understand, I can explain it to you.”
“No.” I turned directly to the last page, and saw the appraisal result in the last line, in bold and black Song typeface.
Only a short sentence judged my life and death.
I was calmer than I thought. After reading the report, I closed the report and said to the doctor: “Thank you, please keep this matter secret.”
“Don’t worry, we don’t know who the owner of the hair you sent is, and we won’t disclose any information about the person who sent it for inspection.”
“Okay.” I thanked him, put the report in my bag and walked out of his office.
I didn’t return to the Xiao family, I went to my mother’s cemetery.
Every time I come, I bring my mother the flowers she likes. There is no one today, only that report.
The photo on the tombstone of her mother was taken when she was about 30 years old. She is still as beautiful as she was when she was young. Her smile is gentle and her eyes are soft, as if looking at me.
I placed the report in front of my mother’s tombstone, and suddenly the wind blew up. The wind whizzed past my ears. Some wind poured into my ears and whizzed around in my mind.
My mood cannot be calm for a long time. Although I pretend to be calm on the surface, it is also false, not really calm.
I struggled to find the answer, and it finally came when I didn’t expect it.
what can I say? I can’t blame my mother. My mother didn’t know that I would have a relationship with the Xi family later. I would marry into the Xi family and marry Xi Qingchuan.
I can’t accuse her of having a rich emotional life. It’s not her fault. Everything is too fate to make fun of people.
I looked at the picture of my mother, and no tears flowed down my eyes.
Maybe I was stunned by this fact. The dry eyes are like a long-dried earth, even the water in the creek has dried up.
I found a lighter in my bag, which I bought specially at the convenience store just now.
I lighted the lighter and lit the report, and the paper burned as soon as it hit the flame.
When the paper was rolled up, the white immediately turned red, and then black again.
The paper dust fell down, and when the flame licked the words on the report a little bit, I saw the black and bold words burning in the flame.
“The person sent for inspection and the person sent for inspection are determined to be a biological father-daughter relationship.”
The paper all turned to ashes and fell in front of the tombstone.
I will keep this secret in my heart. In this world, only me and only my mother knows, and there will be no third person.
I wouldn’t even tell her Qiao Yi.
The report was all burned, and several large sheets of paper turned into a handful of powder, just like a large living person pushing into the crematorium would turn into a small handful of ashes.
Life is zooming in and out, and looking at it from the other side, it seems to be the same thing.
I folded the ash into the shape of a heart with my hands, and placed it in front of my mother’s tombstone. When it rains a few days later, I will naturally wash the pile of ashes away, and I can’t find any traces. .
On the way back to the Xiao family, I walked back, and I didn’t let the car follow.
When I came, I took a taxi. When I returned, I walked slowly, thinking about what I should do in the future.
It seems that Xi Qingchuan and I cannot go on like this anymore, and his child and I will definitely not be able to give birth.
I don’t know what kind of feelings Xi Qingchuan has for me, but he wants to have this child. This is absolutely true.
Therefore, it is not a difficult thing for me to leave Xi Qingchuan. As long as I remove the child, he will hate me to the bone, and it is very possible to drive me home immediately.
With my hands on my lower abdomen, I finally understand why when I knew that I was pregnant, my subconsciousness was not happy anymore. It was because I had a hunch that the arrival of this child might be possible for me. It was a devastating blow.
It took me a full hour and 45 minutes to walk from the cemetery to the Xiao family. During this time, I thought about it and had a temporary prototype.
I’m looking for an excuse to remove the child, and that excuse is exactly what Xi Qingchuan did not accept.
When I was approaching the Xiao family, Ni Yizhou called me.
He just came back from abroad, and he asked me how I am doing. Too many things have happened to me. For a while, I don’t know where to start.
He said, “Or we will have dinner together at noon.”
I said yes, and then I didn’t go to the Xiao family and went directly to the restaurant not far from the Xiao family.
Ni Yizhou came after I ordered the food. He didn’t sit down opposite me and stared at my face as soon as he came in: “Xiao Sheng, why is your face so ugly? What’s wrong? Are you sick?”
“No.” I shook my head.
I ordered a lot of dishes, but I have no appetite, and I can’t eat a bite.
Ni Yizhou told me that he still decided to take his mother back abroad, because he was also very busy in Jincheng, and he didn’t have time to take care of her instead of sending her to a nursing home abroad, where he had an aunt to take care of his mother.
Looking at Ni Yizhou, I suddenly had a thought in my heart: I want to escape here and go abroad to hide.
But if I have anything to do with Ni Yizhou, I will harm him.
How could Xi Qingchuan allow betrayal, he would definitely kill Ni Yizhou.
I said I would go to see his mother when I had time, and then we talked a few words indifferently, until I looked up and saw Xi Qingchuan coming in from the door of the restaurant.
How does he know that I am here?
He walked straight towards me, Ni Yizhou also looked up and saw him, and was about to say hello to him, but Xi Qingchuan leaned on his arm and pulled me up.
“Didn’t it mean that Wukong had dinner with me at noon?”
“Ning Kong eats with you, I have time to eat with Brother Boat.” I told him.
Xi Qingchuan’s eyes were dull, but he was not angry. He just picked up the bag I was sitting on the chair and took my shoulders: “I have almost eaten, I will take you back first.”
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