Su Qingyu murmured and repeated his words: “Is the child a bond?…..”
“Yes, many young people don’t cherish it now, and they have to divorce at every turn, and their children become innocent victims of marriage. Can it be better to change a marriage?New problems will still arise.”
Su Qingyu raised his head and met Su Qiping’s gentle eyes, “Dad, if this marriage really can’t go on, such as domestic violence, betrayal, and gambling, will it last a lifetime?””
“That’s not the case. The problem my father said can be solved. Two people can be willing to change for each other and become better people to run this marriage together, but if you talk about these situations, the problem cannot be solved. Two people together are like being tied together with a rope. One is violent and the other is scarred by abuse. Of course I hope to find freedom separately.”
Su Qiping’s eyes contained gentle power, “Qingyu, Dad doesn’t want you to make a choice, he just wants you to know what choice you will not regret in the future. People have a long life, and after all, they still have to live for themselves.””
“Dad, what about you and mom?Have you ever blamed her?”Su Qingyu has too many questions about the two of them.
Su Qiping’s eyebrows were still gentle, and her voice was as usual when she mentioned Fan Chenxi, “No wonder, love is originally a multiple-choice question. Her choice is not me. Why should I blame her?”Love is tolerance, understanding, not harm, even if you can’t have her, but knowing that she is happier by the side of others than with me, I am willing to fulfill her.”
Su Qi and Li Tingchen seemed to be at two extremes. Su Qingyu couldn’t help asking about the two ways of a loved one: “Then what did you get?””
Su Qiping shook her fan and looked up at the sky, “Then I ask you, if I don’t let her go, what can I get?””
Su Qingyu was silent, Su Qiping added: “All I get is resentment and coldness. She won’t scold me, but every day since then she has hated me and hated the world for being unfair to her. There is no light in her eyes and no smile at the corner of her mouth, and even if I get her, I won’t get her heart. I will only get a family that looks disoriented and has long since fallen apart. Even with your growth, you are careful.”
“I haven’t forgotten the way you are careful to please her. You are obviously so young. Other peers eat and drink every day, and you do your best to please her. In the end, you didn’t warm her heart, did you?In such a family with internal consumption, there is no battlefield without smoke, and it will not be long before you will become what she looks like.”
“The reason why the peacock is beautiful is because it has a vast world. If you put it in a small cage, it can’t even spread its tail. What’s so beautiful about it?”
“And I chose to let her go. Even if she didn’t love me, she wouldn’t hate me. She got happiness and freedom, and I also got spiritual satisfaction. The only regret is that you don’t have a mother. So Ah, not everything in this world has results, and it’s not that you can get things of the same value with hard work. It depends on how we choose.”
Su Qingyu imagined the situation at that time, as if she was by Li Tingchen’s side now.
“Dad, you must love your mother very much, right?”
“Love, how can you not love? I have been deeply attracted to her since I first saw her. Your mother is like moonlight in the sky, cold and clean. She is fine with everything, but she doesn’t love me.”
“Even if she married me by chance, I tried my best to love her in those years, but I couldn’t get her to change her mind, so I set her free and learned that she was very happy later. , My efforts are not in vain.”
Su Qingyu continued to ask side by side: “You never married a wife after your mother left, and then you didn’t meet someone you like again?””
When Su Qingyu mentioned this topic, he found that Su Qiping’s face had changed, as if the light had been turned off suddenly and it had become dim.
He looked at Su Qingyu, then sighed, and finally told the truth.
“Actually, there is one thing I planned to tell you a long time ago, but you were too young at that time. I thought about talking about it in two years. I didn’t expect those things to happen later. Hey……”
Su Qiping shook his head helplessly, “This is the end of the matter. I think you are qualified to know this. A few years ago, I liked a girl. She was a little older than you. She is very beautiful and cute. Her eyes are always shiny. She is a student that my father used to fund. It’s a pity……”
When she said this, Su Qiping’s face became worse and worse. “At first, when she confessed to me, I only regarded her as a child. You said she was so much younger than me. I’m all the same age. What does it look like?”
Su Qingyu knew that the person he was talking about was Zhao Fang, but he didn’t expect Su Qiping to take the initiative to talk about it, so Su Qingyu continued to ask, “What about later?””