Now, she didn’t even pause for half a second.
Su Qingyu was a little curious about his expression and glanced back.
Li Tingchen is really similar to him, especially his face rarely fluctuates too much, just like his face at the moment makes people unable to understand his mood.
It wasn’t until he went out far away that Su Qingyu asked, “Mom, are you okay?””
“What can I do?She, but she still uses this kind of trick as before, and what she said is just to irritate me.”
As if remembering something, Shen Lanzhi chuckled again, “In fact, the means are not clever. She just took advantage of my love for that person. The more I love, the easier it is to get angry. Knowing that she is playing tricks, I can’t control her every time. I was misunderstood again and again.”
“Since it was a misunderstanding, you haven’t tried to explain it?”
Shen Lanzhi took her to the western restaurant on the roof to sit down, blowing the air conditioning, stirring the coffee with a spoon, and telling Su Qingyu about her past.
“If a person loves you, he will believe you without you explaining. If he doesn’t have you in his heart, even if you breathe, you are wrong. But at that time, I was stubborn, and even hoped that he would see the true face of that woman clearly one day. Come back, I jumped over the stairs, cut my wrists, and even took sleeping pills and jumped over the sea.”
“Everyone thought I was forcing him to come back with death. Only I understood that I was just so stimulated that I couldn’t live anymore. His injury became a hole in my heart, making me delirious, more and more irritable and irritable, and finally became a crazy woman in other people’s mouths.”
Shen Lanzhi likes to drink black coffee without a little sugar. She took a few sips to ease her mood.
“But who would have thought that I was his original match, the woman he justly married home!No one sympathizes with me. In their eyes, I am an idiot who can’t ask for it, a fool, and a loser who can’t even look at my husband.”
Su Qingyu stretched out her hand and patted the back of her hand, “Mom……”
“It’s all over. Anyway, you will stay away from that woman in the future. She is not as kind as you saw. It wasn’t until many years later that I knew why I was so extreme back then. She worked step by step and bribed the people around me a long time ago. Knowing my life’s spleen, fresh bouquets will be placed in my bedroom every day, and she will let people spray medicine on it.”
Su Qingyu was stunned, “What kind of medicine?”
“A colorless and odorless medicine, long-term consumption will cause nervous disorders and emotional collapse. In the long run, it will make people crazy and become really crazy.”
“How could there be such an evil person?”
Shen Lanzhi’s face was light and the wind was light, “Xiaoyu, not everyone in this world is like you and me. I was born in a family that lacks food and clothing. It’s not that those in the backcountry are not good. It’s precisely because they have suffered and have known the suffering of the world since they were young that they are desperate to climb up. This is the only opportunity she can change herself, change the fate of her family and even future generations. Of course, she must take advantage of Li Nan’s resignation.”
“That Aunt Ning is from a bad background?”
“Well, so she is born with insight into people’s hearts. Maybe she doesn’t love Li Nansi, but she will show weakness and pretend to be pitiful for Mrs. Li’s position, but men just eat her. At that time, she was looking for things to stimulate me all day long, and with the drug relationship, I became more and more extreme.”
“Then why didn’t you tell Mr. Li?”
Shen Lanzhi chuckled: “Why tell him?Born to be bad and born to be unfeeling, whether it is the influence of drugs or other reasons, I cut my wrists, fell into the water, and jumped off a building are all real. He never cared about me once, even if I used to love him very much, those loves dried up with the blood, and then it took me many years to recover physically and psychologically, so let them be locked up and never harm others.”
Su Qingyu frowned, “But this is so unfair to you.”
“Fair?What a stupid child. Someone is running around for three meals a day, doing the dirty work at the bottom. When she looks up at the skyscraper above her head, the child who was born on the roof is the heir of this building. How can there be absolute fairness in this world?”