“You nonsense, he is not a wild species… he is…”
“What is he?”
“He is the child of my husband and I. He came into this world legally and reasonably. He should be blessed, not accusations and verbal abuse.” Ji Rou said this with confidence, and she was protecting her. The child, in fact, she indirectly admitted that she was Qin Yinze’s wife.
“You and your husband’s child?” Upon hearing these words, Xiang Lingfeng’s complexion changed again, until Ji Rou thought he had never really known him. He grabbed her wrist and asked harshly, “Xiao Rou , Where’s your husband.”
Ji Rou replied loudly: “You are gone, I am married, and I have a husband…”
Xiang Lingfeng squeezed her shoulder and shook hard: “Xiao Rou, the only one to marry is me, only me! Why do you want to betray me to marry someone else? Why do you want to betray the feelings between us? You know. I don’t know, I’ve been waiting for you.”
His hand, holding her shoulder tightly, hurt her. She wanted to get rid of, but couldn’t get rid of it. She could only apologize blindly to him: “I’m sorry! Brother Feng, I’m sorry…”
Yes, she was sorry for him, she had a relationship with another man when he left, and now even has children.
But, by the way…
Ji Rou didn’t want to think deeply, the thoughts hidden deep in her heart were too terrible, she couldn’t bear it, she would rather live stupidly like this.
“Xiao Rou, you promised me, you said to be my bride, how can you be unbelievable.” Xiang Lingfeng’s voice sounded in Ji Rou’s ear again, no longer the gentleness of the past , With deep reproach and distress.
“Brother Feng, you forget about Xiaorou, Xiaorou is not a good girl, it is not worthy of your sincere treatment, you should find a better girl to accompany you.” These words, Ji Rou said painfully, she never I haven’t thought about it, they can’t be together.
Ji Rou understood more that this was just an excuse she gave herself, because she had betrayed the feelings between them, she had no place to show herself, and she was looking for excuses to relieve herself.
He laughed, laughing wildly: “Forget you? Do you think I am you, can you forget if you forget?”
“Brother Feng, I’m sorry! I’m sorry…” She didn’t ask him to forgive him, she only hoped that he could live well and that he could find a girl worthy of his true love.
Qin Yinze, who was sitting next to Ji Rou, found that Ji Rou was sleeping very restlessly, as if she was doing a nightmare. Qin Yinze tried to wake her up: “Ji Rou, wake up! Wake up!”
Not only was she awake, tears fell from the corner of her eyes inadvertently: “Brother Feng, I’m sorry! I’m really sorry! I didn’t mean it, I didn’t mean it, I couldn’t help myself…”
Her babbling made Qin Yinze’s body instantly cool from head to toe. This damn woman, the man who accompanied her was him, but she blatantly called another man’s name.
Qin Yinze clenched his fists tightly, wishing to choke her to death, but when he saw her tears, his heart seemed to be grasped by someone, and the pain was a little breathless.
He shook her again: “Wake up!”
Finally, as Qin Yinze insisted on shaking, Ji Rou opened her eyes in a daze. When she saw that the person in front of her was him, her eyes were surprised, disappointed, and finally calm again, as if nothing happened just now. Has happened.
“What did you dream of?” Knowing what she was dreaming of, he still asked. Obviously, he was trying to find sin for himself, but he was in control for a while. Maybe he was hoping that she wanted her to tell him the truth.
“Nothing.” Ji Rou responded softly, then slowly closed her eyes, so that he could not see what she was thinking.
“What is it?” Qin Yinze asked gloomily.
From what she said just now, he read a very cruel message for him, that is, Ji Rou, the woman is still thinking of her brother Feng, and she doesn’t want to conceive his child.
This recognition made Qin Yinze very annoyed: “Are you really not going to tell me?”
He didn’t want to pretend that he didn’t know anything anymore, he wanted to remove that man from her heart completely, and he couldn’t keep a single vellus hair.
“It’s just a nightmare, there’s nothing to say.” Ji Rou turned sideways again, turning her back to him, meaning that she didn’t want to have a good conversation with him.
“Ji Rou, who do you consider me to be yours?” Qin Yinze asked with gritted teeth, even his fists clenched.
“Who are you from me?” She smiled and said weakly, “Who can you be from me? Speaking of which, you should be my big benefactor.”
Ji Rou kept telling herself from the bottom of her heart that she was bought by Qin Yinze with money. He should be her big benefactor. The two of them should have this kind of relationship. There can be no more… absolutely. too much.
“You…” Every word she said was like a sharp knife, piercing his heart fiercely with one knife after another, making him bloody in pain.
“Master Qin, I have stayed by your side for more than a month. I accompany you to practice in bed every day. Is the money I owe you enough to pay back?” This is cruel, but she has to say, she Let yourself recognize who you are, and don’t let her forget the north, south, east, and west just because he treats her better.
“Ji Rou, you are looking for death!” His eyes were stained with scarlet bloodshot eyes, and blue veins appeared on his forehead, like a beast about to go mad.
In normal times, in order to save his life, Ji Rou will definitely compromise, but today she doesn’t look at him, and she doesn’t want to leave herself with illusions: “Sometimes I think about it, it’s also happy to die in the hands of Qin Dashao.”
“Good, good…” Qin Yinze said three good times, and if he stayed, he might pinch him to death. Before he could do anything irreparable, he got up and left.
As soon as Qin Yinze left, the oppression in the room disappeared instantly. Ji Rou slowly opened his eyes and looked in the direction where he was leaving at the door: “Qin Yinze, I have a man I like. A mistake should end early. Why do you insist? Does it make sense to persist?”
Ji Rou never seemed to understand what the uncertain man was thinking? Maybe it’s just what he once said that he is happy, without any reason.
Qin Yinze is just that kind of person, doing things only depends on his mood, as long as he is happy, he doesn’t need reasonable logic or reason.
Thinking of this, Ji Rou smiled lightly. In fact, it’s good to be like him. Regardless of the secular perspective, live the way you want to live.
She used to be like this too, because there are two big backers behind her, she does everything in her own mood, and never no matter how others think of her.
But now it’s different. There are no two big mountains behind her, and she has to take care of everything herself, and she can’t live so casually.
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