Just when Lu Xi was distracted, the crowd watching the fever had already dispersed.
Qin Yinjian walked to her side and gently embraced her thin body: “Lu Xi, let’s get married.”
Let him be her patron, keep those ghosts and monsters away from her, and let him protect her from being bullied by anyone.
This time, Qin Yinjian spoke directly and sincerely.
It was also a few simple words, which pierced the weakest nerve deep in Lu Xi’s heart.
She bit her lip and tried to control the urge to cry: “Qin Yinjian, do you know what you are talking about? Do you know how much damage you can do to a woman when you say this? Do you know the world? How many women want to marry you? Do you know… “I want to promise you.
Lu Xizhen dared to say the next few words, she would still be afraid, afraid that her past would be known by Qin Yinzhu, worried that the thing she feared the most would be placed in front of Qin Yinzhu naked, worried that he would look down upon him. she.
Qin Yinjian responded indifferently: “However, the person I want to marry is only you from beginning to end. It is you-Lu Xi!”
These days, Qin Yinjian has come to see Lu Xi. He is giving each other time to think carefully about whether or not there is a partner. The facts prove that he can’t. As long as there is no news of seeing her, he will be mindful. Restless, becoming no longer oneself.
Only by knowing that she is good can he work well…
In this life, he has no way to leave her. So he made a decision, no matter who the child belongs to, he recognized that Lu Lu will be his Qin Yinjian’s son from now on.
Lu Xi desperately shook his head in his arms: “Qin Yinjian, don’t be stupid, you don’t know, you don’t know anything… Can you not be so good to me? I don’t want you to be so good to me! Qin Yinjian Jian, you go, don’t come to see me again, don’t come to help me anymore, just as if we have never known each other before, okay?”
Qin Yinjian squeezed Lu Xi’s shoulders, let her look at herself, and said seriously and firmly: “I have thought of the child’s name, so I’ll call it Qin Lu. Taking the last name of you and me is you and me. Child, that’s the thing to say.”
His words made Lu Xi’s body froze in an instant. No matter what he wanted to say, she couldn’t say a word. She could only stare at him with wide-eyed eyes, like a stranger who met for the first time. After examining him, it took a long time before she found her voice: “Qin Yinjian, you are crazy!”
He must be crazy!
Otherwise, how can a man be as stupid as him.
Qin Yinjian smiled bitterly: “Yes, I am crazy. I was crazy when I first saw you a few years ago. At that time I was thinking, how could there be such a girl in this world, beautiful It’s like a goblin that can seduce people’s hearts and souls.”
Because at the first sight of this girl, Qin Yinjian felt a lot of ripples in his heart, so when she found him later, he would treat her more indifferently than others. After all, it’s not that he doesn’t want to pay attention to her, but that the man who is in love does not know how to get along with the girl he likes.
Lu Xi slowly raised her head and met his firm and deep eyes. She could believe that every word he said to her came from the bottom of her heart… The original reason was never on him. It has always been her problem.
She is afraid, she is running away…
So the answer she gave him is still: “Qin Yinjian, give me some more time for me to think about it.”
She didn’t even have the courage to get through to Zeng Zeng, let alone face Qin Yinjian.
Qin Yinjian’s eyes full of hope suddenly dimmed a lot: “Okay…I’ll give you time again. Think about it.”
Lu Xi’s heart: “I’m sorry…”
Qin Yinjian said again: “I will take care of your stepmother’s affairs. Don’t worry that she will come to the hospital again to disturb you, mother and son.”
Lu Xi nodded: “Yeah.”
She didn’t mean to continue talking, and Qin Yinjian didn’t know what else to say. The two looked at each other awkwardly for a while, and he left first to find a reason to go back to work.
As soon as Qin Yinjian left, Lu Xi returned to the room and looked at Lu Lu who was sleeping. Lu Lu’s condition was relatively stable, but no matter how stable he was, he was a sick child, and his complexion was not as good as a healthy child. Lu Xi touched him distressedly. His face: “Son, what do you think Mommy should do?”
Lu Luzheng gave Lu Xi an answer, but Lu Xi gradually had an answer in his heart.
The more you avoid some things, the more they will haunt you like a nightmare. It’s better to have the courage to face it. Maybe it is not as scary as you imagined to be said. Just like these years, she has been able to face Lawyer Yang calmly.
After figuring it out, Lu Xi called the psychologist Zeng Zeng, and Zeng Zeng said on the phone: “Lu Xi, congratulations, I tested your first step. You did a lot better than I expected. too much.”
Lu Xi was confused: “Zeng Zeng, what test?”
Zeng once said: “I estimate that you will have to wait half a year at the earliest before you can call me. I didn’t expect you to find me so soon. Lu Xi, you are great, you have already defeated yourself in the first step. ,I am proud of you.”
In the last chat with Lu Xi, Zeng Zeng still had nothing to touch Lu Xi’s heart, and he had already asked Lu Xi to erect all the thorns in his body. People in this situation want to let him It will take at least half a year for them to open their hearts, enlighten, and chat. Lu Xi called her so quickly, and Zeng was really impressed by her.
In front of Zeng Zeng, Lu Xi always had a feeling of being seen through. She hurriedly explained: “Zeng Zeng, it is Lu Lu who needs to see a psychologist, not me.”
Zeng once said, “I know it’s Lu Lu. I’ll go over and look for you right away.”
In Zeng Zeng’s view, Lu Xi’s psychological problems were far greater than Lu Lu’s. As long as Lu Xi’s psychological problems were resolved, Lu Lu’s psychological problems would not be a problem at all. After all, Lu Lu still needs a warm and loving family. As long as he grows up in a warm environment, the children will be mentally healthy.
…
Because she made up her mind to tell Zeng Zeng everything that happened in the past, Lu Xi felt as uncomfortable as sitting on pins and needles while waiting for Zeng Zeng to arrive. I wondered if I would look at her with colored glasses because of this incident after I once learned about it…
Because of too much thinking, Lu Xi sweated coldly in her hands, so that she could not hear Zeng Zeng knocking on the door until Zeng Zeng stood in front of her and greeted her gently: “Lu Xi, What are you thinking about so much?”
“I… I don’t think anything.” Lu Xi tried to make herself smile calmly, “Zeng Zeng, are you here so soon?”
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