What a sad thing for a person who has no memory of the past.
But as she talked, Jian Ran laughed again, still her usual gentle smile, with light eyebrows, slightly raised lips, and a light smile, very beautiful.
In the past, Qin Yue always thought that her smile was very beautiful, and until today, he did not realize that this is the smile that Jian Ran had when she was hiding her true emotions.
Looking at her smile, Qin Yue only felt that someone was holding a knife and slashing across his heart. Pain was no longer his only perception.
“Jian Ran, your father doesn’t understand you, but I understand you. I know how upset and scared you are,” he said.
Because he was as scared as her, afraid that he would never find her again in this life, and would have to rely on medicine to sleep for countless nights.
“Do you know me?” Jian Ran shook his head and showed a bitter smile. The person he knew should be his “Jian Ran”, not her.
“Jian Ran, trust me.” As if back in the past, she didn’t believe that he could deal with Gu Nanjing at that time, and now she didn’t believe that he could understand the pain she suffered.
“Can you really trust you?” She was still asking, but in her heart Jian Ran told herself to believe him, he is worthy of your trust.
Suddenly, Jian Ran thought of the scene that suddenly appeared in her mind while shopping today, and thought of Qin Yue who appeared in the scene.
That Qin Yue wears the same glasses as this Qin Yue, and looks similar in height and body shape. The only difference is that Qin Yue is wearing a silver-gray suit and the white shirt that Qin Yue wears holding her.
Qin Yue?
Why does she see such a picture?
Jian Ran still wanted to think about it, but her body became more and more uncomfortable, and her heart became more and more frightened, irritable, and powerless. Many senses attacked her, making her panic and disturbing.
She couldn’t wait to hold Qin Yue and take two bites—
that’s the idea. She moved a step faster than her thoughts. She opened her mouth and bit on Qin Yue’s shoulder, biting him through the thin white shirt, and tearing again. Biting again, like a mad little beast.
Before long, the bright red blood stained Qin Yue’s white shirt, and Jian Ran also tasted the sweet smell of blood.
However, she did not stop, she was still biting, biting hard, pulling hard, seeming to vent to him the loneliness and fear in her heart.
The bright red blood flowed more and more, slowly blending, dyeing Qin Yue’s white shirt red.
It was very painful, but Qin Yue didn’t even frown, and was willing to let her bite him.
Compared to her having a child by caesarean, compared to her losing the memory of the past, compared to her life in the past three years, the pain of biting him is nothing.
Holding Jian Ran into the car, her biting movements did not stop. Qin Yue still did not stop. After instructing the driver to drive, he looked down at her in his arms, his eyes as gentle as the moonlight shining above his head.
He didn’t stop it, and he also stretched out his hand and gently stroked her head, as if to comfort a wounded little beast.
“Jian Ran–” I will never let you be scared again, will never let you bear the loneliness of the night alone, and will never let you feel lonely and scared again.
After a long time, when it was almost home, Jian Ran let Qin Yue go, and she fell asleep in Qin Yue’s arms because she was too tired.
Qin Yue hugged her tightly with one hand, and gently stroked her frowning brow with one hand, calling her name in his heart.
Before meeting Jian Ran, or to be more precise, before Jian Ran disappeared, he never believed that there was so-called love in this world.
In his opinion, getting married between two people is to choose a partner to live with him. As long as the personality is compatible, the looks are pleasing to the eye, there is not much trouble in life, no matter who becomes his wife, he can accept it. of.
It wasn’t until Jian Ran suddenly disappeared from his world three years ago that when he heard the bad news, a heart-piercing pain rushed into his heart. He didn’t know why he didn’t have time to talk before meeting Jian Ran. Being in love doesn’t mean you don’t really have time, but you don’t meet the person you want to care about.
He understood that he would choose Jian Ran to get married together, not only because the two people’s personalities matched, but because he didn’t want her to be taken home by another man.
If this is not the case, why would he bother to drive away her blind date and sit down with her by himself.
It’s just that his emotional intelligence is low. When he wanted to understand, she was no longer by his side. He looked for her all over the world for three years, but found nothing.
Now, he already understands his heart very well. He doesn’t want anyone except Jian Ran in this life.
…
Jian Ran’s dependence on morphine is much more serious than Qin Yue estimated.
At this time, Jian Ran, lying on her body, was not only in a cold sweat, but her mind was still very unclear, and she would say something vaguely in her mouth from time to time.
Today, Jian Ran was given a physical examination of the whole body, and blood samples were also taken. The expert’s advice to Qin Yue is the natural withdrawal method.
Natural withdrawal refers to forcibly interrupting the drug supply of addicts, eating and taking general care like ordinary people, so that the withdrawal symptoms of addicts can disappear naturally and achieving the goal of detoxification is a method of detoxification.
The characteristic of this method is that it does not administer, but the disadvantage is that it is more painful.
Qin Yue also listened to several other withdrawal methods, and after careful consideration, he decided to take the advice of experts.
Although the process of this method is painful, as long as you stick to it, you will no longer become addicted after quitting, and it will be more helpful to the recovery of the body afterwards.
He held the towel and kept wiping the cold sweat on Jian Ran’s forehead, and grasped her hand tightly with one hand, as if he was using this method to give her strength.
Seeing her suffering so much, Qin Yueduo hopes that it is him who will endure all this, not so thin and petite Jian Ran.
I don’t know how long it took for Jian Ran to be better. She opened her eyes feebly, her consciousness gradually returned, and she also saw Qin Yue clearly next to her.
When she saw the blood stained on his shirt, Jian Ran’s eyes widened, and her heart ached again inexplicably: “Are you injured? Are you seriously injured? How was it?”
“I’m not injured, this It’s the paint that was accidentally dyed.” He smiled at her and reached out to touch her head, “Is it still uncomfortable?”
Jian Ran shook his head slightly: “It’s not uncomfortable, but I don’t feel the strength of my whole body is drawn. It’s done.”
Qin Yue withdrew his hand and said, “You close your eyes and lie down for a while, I’ll let someone get some food.”
Jian Ran smiled weakly, “Okay.”
“Yeah.” Qin Yue pulled up. The quilt covered her, got up and left.
“Qin Yue–”
“Huh?”
“It’s okay.” Jian Ran shook his head quickly.
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