Seeing Jian Ran like a frightened deer, Qin Yue let go of her and smiled: “It’s still so cute.”
I remember one time, when she fed him a snack, he also held her finger, she It’s also this shy look.
At that time, they were not Xiao Ranran, now Xiao Ranran is over three years old, but her shy character in her bones has not changed at all.
“Bad guy!” Jian Ran reached out and pinched him, but didn’t use too much force. I don’t know why, she felt that he must have been tortured no less than her in the past three years.
It can also be seen from his sincere eyes that he cares for her from the heart.
But what about her father? Every time she sees her father’s kind eyes, as if she is the person he cares about most in this world, but in the end?
Jian Ran shook her head, reluctant to think about it.
Time can verify everything. Qin Yue’s concern for her is true or false, and she can’t verify it, so let time help her.
He can pretend for a while, but he can’t pretend for a lifetime.
Jian Ran sat back at the table again, peeled a few fried millet and ate it.
Qin Yue, who was busy in the kitchen, looked at her from time to time, frowned and sighed softly when she saw her. His heart was uncomfortable.
“Jian Ran, you can go to the house and look around.” Finding something to keep her busy, there is no time for her to think about it.
Jian Ran wanted to look around for a long time, but she was embarrassed to speak, and when she heard him say that, she immediately agreed.
Jian Ran went around in the living room. The decoration layout here is similar to that of Nuo Garden, but the area is not that big.
And what caught her eyes instantly was the small house near the balcony, vaguely, Jian Ran seemed to see a snow-white Pomeranian roaring there.
“Wow…” As if to find her presence, the Pomeranian raised his head and barked at her a few times, wagging his tail affectionately, as if welcoming her back.
“Mianmian?” The name in the deep memory blurted out, but when Jian Ran took a closer look, there was only an empty small room, and there was no “mianmian” at all.
Mianmian?
Is it the one that Xiao Ranran always takes with her, or is she another Mianmian in her memory?
Jian Ran doesn’t know, the more I think about it, the more confused he gets, and the more he thinks , the more flustered in her heart.
“Jian Ran, come and help me.”
Qin Yue’s voice once again pulled Jian Ran back from the dark world in time. She took a deep breath and walked towards him: “What can I do for you? ”
Qinyue worriedly at her:” Jane However, just think of what? ”
Jane then shook his head:” nothing. ”
she must have something, what must have thought, but she does not want him referring to.
Qin Yue stared at her, hesitated for a long time, and then said: “Jian Ran, just say what you have in your mind and any doubts, and I will help you answer it.”
“Qin Yue, can you tell me about Xiao Ranran .” ?” She wants to know everything about Xiao Ranran. She, a mother, has missed the child’s growth for more than three years.
She didn’t even know how she gave birth to her… How much she hoped to be able to make up all the love that was not given to the child before.
Qin Yue: “Do you think Xiao Ranran is very cute?”
Jian Ran: “Yes. When I first met the little guy, I was still thinking who could give birth to such a beautiful and cute child.”
Qin Yue smiled: “Of course, because she is our child. My father is so good-looking and my mother is so beautiful, so how could the child not look good.”
Jian Ran gave him a glance: “How can I praise myself like this.”
Qin Yue shrugged: “I just accidentally told the truth.”
Jian Ran couldn’t help but laughed at this, “Mr. Qin, did you make Mrs. Qin so happy before?”
Hearing what Jian Ran said, Qin Yue suddenly felt in his heart. Yishen, he was too rigid before and never knew how to say nice things to her.
When they were together, most of them were talking about her, she was trying to make him happy, and he just blindly accepted her warmth.
From now on, he will be responsible for speaking, and he will be responsible for making her happy.
Qin Yue said again: “Then… Is Mrs. Qin happy?”
He was very careful when he said, for fear that Mrs. Qin’s three words would touch Jian Ran’s Ni Lin.
“Happy.” Unexpectedly, Jian Ran nodded happily, but said with some regret, “But, I can’t be Mrs.
Qin now.” She paused, raised her eyes to Qin Yue, her eyes full of water: ” Qin Yue, if Mrs. Qin can’t remember the past, would you mind?”
“No. We can start again, as long as you are by my side.” For the first time, he said so bluntly.
Jian Ran was stunned, but didn’t know how to answer. She looked away in a panic, and looked out the window, but said: “Eh, it’s raining.”
The weather in May changed as soon as it changed. It was just still clear, and suddenly thunder sounded, and then it fell. There was a pouring rain.
Many passers-by who came and went on the road were drenched, but everyone quickly ran to the surrounding buildings to find a place to shelter from the rain.
Jian Ran looked at the pedestrians across the window from a distance, as if seeing herself also walking in the rain, in the heavy rain, walking, walking, not knowing where to go or where she could stay.
Because she has no home, she has no roots, and no one to rely on—
“Jian Ran—”
Qin Yue’s voice came from her again, low and deep, like raindrops outside beating her heart.
Jian Ran suddenly woke up and smiled apologetically: “Sorry! I’m lost again.”
“Jian Ran, don’t hide everything in your heart, don’t take care of everything yourself.” Qin Yue patted his chest.” This is a harbor where you can stop at any time.”
“Mr. Qin, I’m hungry.”
Without retrieving the memory of the past, he is still strange to her, and she really doesn’t know how to speak to him. He could only change the subject abruptly, and could only do nothing to deal with the heartache that flashed in Qin Yue’s eyes.
She wanted to know why her father fed her poison? She wanted to know why she lost her memory? And Qin Yue shouldn’t know this either.
She still remembers what he said that when he came back from a business trip three years ago, she had disappeared and only saw her ashes.
When the incident happened three years ago, when Xiao Ranran took it out of her belly, Qin Yue was not there, so he probably didn’t know what happened during that time.
And if she wants to know what happened during that time, she must be able to fully understand it only when she thinks of the past.
In the past three years, as long as she doesn’t think about herself as a person with no past, her life will be peaceful.
And how did Qin Yue, who lost his wife, spend these three years?
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