Sleeping will cause nightmares again and again.
For a long time before, Jian Ran would do this every day.
It wasn’t until she returned to Qin Yue’s side that her frequent nightmares disappeared.
Jian Ran knew the horrible taste too well and didn’t want to try again.
Because of fear, Jian Ran did not dare to fall asleep.
She got up from the bed and rummaged through the suitcase, planning to take out the clothes in the suitcase and hang them in the closet.
If you find something to do for yourself, you will no longer want to sleep or Qin Yue, maybe time will pass faster.
After opening the suitcase, Jian Ran realized that it was not her clothes, but all items related to her design.
There are her beloved paintbrushes, the drawing boards that Qin Yue gave her, and many of her hand-painted design drafts… These things seem to be useful trash in the eyes of others, but for her, they are treasures. .
Every discarded drawing is Jian Ran’s painstaking effort, and Qin Yue personally gave her the drawing board.
Seeing the drawing board, Jian Ran thought of Qin Yue sending the drawing board to her.
Qin Yue left work early that day, rushed to the PM company to pick her up, invited her to eat out, took her for a walk after dinner, and finally returned to the car. She was lying in his arms and almost fell asleep. Take out the drawing board: “Jian Ran, give it to you. See if you like it or not?”
Almost all the items she needs in daily life were prepared by Qin Yue, but this was the first time he gave her a drawing board like a gift.
“I like it! Of course I like it!” How could she not like the gift he personally gave her.
“Just like it.” At that time, Qin Yue smiled and said such a sentence.
Later, Jian Ran learned from Uncle Wei that this drawing board was made by Qin Yue himself.
The gift is not expensive, but every detail of the drawing board can be seen from Qin Yue’s care when making this drawing board.
The more sober she became, the more Jian Ran understood how much Qin Yue cared about her affairs over the years.
When she thought of this, she felt as if her heart was being gripped severely, making her a little breathless.
Jian Ran didn’t want to watch it anymore, and immediately closed the box, planning to find something else to distract her.
There are no clothes in the suitcase, so buying clothes is the one thing Jian Ran needs to do the most.
She took a pen and a notebook to register, and this place in New York was so cold, she had to help Xiao Ranran and Ozawa buy thick clothes quickly.
But Jian Ran opened the closet to take a look and shocked her again. The closet was full of clothes, including coats, cotton-padded coats, and down jackets, all in all styles. There was no shortage of them, and the styles and colors were all she liked.
It’s not just her wardrobe, there are no exceptions in Xiao Ranran’s wardrobe, as well as those of Ozawa and Xiao Qinghe upstairs.
So even after the divorce, Qin Yue still didn’t treat her “ex-wife” badly. Everything he had prepared for her in the past is still true.
In the past, Jian Ran was able to accept it, because she was his wife.
But now she has nothing to do with Qin Yue, why should she still enjoy Qin Yue’s consideration and care for her?
She wants to make it clear to Qin Yue that he should stop doing these things to her in the future. She doesn’t want to be a burden and burden to him anymore. He can pursue a new happy life.
As for her, having lost him, she hoped that Qin Yue would find his happiness as soon as possible, as long as he could be happy.
Jian Ran picked up the phone, turned to the number that was too familiar to be familiar, and stared at the number for a long time.
She wanted to call him several times, but she didn’t have the courage to press the call button. She was scared, afraid that when she heard Qin Yue’s voice, she would involuntarily tell her true purpose.
Her purpose is not to let him pursue the happiness that belongs to him, but to selfishly want to listen to his voice again, even on the phone.
After hesitating for a long time and struggling for a long time, Jian Ran couldn’t muster the courage to make the call.
After a while, the sky outside before her eyes was almost dark. As soon as she gritted her teeth, she typed a line and sent it out: “Mr. Qin, I can take care of my life by myself, and you don’t need to arrange it. I will invite you to go later. Care about people who deserve your attention.”
This passage did not mean directly rejecting Qin Yue, but every word seemed to have thorns on it, which not only pierced Qin Yue’s heart, but Jian Ran’s heart was also pierced with blood.
Jian Ran almost trembling hands to type, trembling hands click the send button to send.
Now that she has been divorced, she must sever all ties with Qin Yue, keep her distance, and absolutely can’t let him be inexplicably hurt because of herself.
After the text message was sent, it was still the same as she had sent him a text message many times before, and Qin Yue didn’t have any information about her back.
Jian Ran stared at the phone in a very complicated mood, hoping that he would reply to her once, and hoping that he would not reply to her.
Finally, she shook her head and smiled: “Jian Ran, Jian Ran, how can you be so contradictory as a human being?”
Jian Ran just put down the phone, and the phone rang suddenly. She picked it up and saw that the phone number was a bit familiar, but she couldn’t remember who it was for a while.
When she answered, she heard Tang Yi’s voice: “Miss Jian, hello! I’m Mr. Qin’s assistant Tang Yi. I wonder if you still remember me?”
Of course Jian Ran remembered him: “Mr. Tang, what’s the matter with you?”
“That’s it. I arranged your house in the United States privately for you, and I prepared everything for you with Mr. Qin behind my back.”
“I thought at the time, even if you divorced President Qin, but the young lady is also President Qin’s child, and she can’t let her stay hungry, so I decided to help you prepare the house privately.”
“As soon as I went to work, I was scolded by President Qin and blamed me for being nosy. Miss Jian, I won’t be able to do it in the future, and please don’t misunderstand that President Qin did it for you.”
“Miss Jian, I’m just worried that you will misunderstand President Qin, so I called you to explain. Can you understand what I mean?”
After speaking, Tang Yi quietly looked at the President sitting at the desk. The expression of the President still looked cold, and he couldn’t see any emotions at all.
But Tang Yi knew that their president would definitely not be as calm as he might have seen on the surface, otherwise he wouldn’t let him call to explain.
To tell the truth, he is not busy all day with nothing to do, but instead, he is so busy all day long that there is almost no time to stop.
If it weren’t for their chief executive’s big orders to prepare the house and prepare everything, how could he have the idle mind to take care of his business.
“It’s not him. Thank you for your kindness.” Jian Ran finished politely and cut off the phone.
When she cut off the phone, she seemed to hear something broken, maybe it was the broken heart in her chest.
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