Regarding Shen Liang’s retort, Mu Nuannuan was not eager to argue, but just looked at her with a smile. He didn’t say a word, but Shen Liang felt that there was nowhere to hide.
Shen Liang dodged his eyes. Finally lowered his eyes and gave up the useless struggle.
Mu Nuannuan continued: “Emotions are not something that can be controlled at will. Otherwise, there won’t be so many sad people in this world.”
Shen Liang still said nothing. He lowered his eyes and looked sad but helpless.
“Xiao Liang. Look at me and Mu Tingxiao. You said that you were envious of us before. But you also know that Mu Tingxiao and I were not suddenly happy. We have experienced many bad things. We have today. Happiness, happiness also has its negative side. The negative side may be a bad thing. But don’t be afraid. Love can conquer everything.”
Mu Nuannuan now rarely thinks of the past, and may be too happy. She had to think carefully for a long time to remember how those things happened, when they happened, and who happened with them.
Shen Liang pursed the corners of her lips, her voice slightly hoarse: “You have always been braver than me. From the beginning, you rescued me from the hands of those people.”
Mu Nuannuan had a good temper. She seems to be a person who is easily bullied, but many times when they encounter problems, Du Mu Nuannuan pulls her forward.
She and Mu Nuannuan became best friends not only because Mu Nuannuan saved her in the old school building, but because Mu Nuannuan possessed the tenacity and bravery she yearned for.
Mu Nuan Nuan laughed: “That’s also because you are behind me, and I trust you completely. No matter what happens, you will help me cover it up. Even if you can’t take it anymore, you will bear it with me, so I will Only if you have confidence will you become brave.” “You really think so.” Shen Liang raised his eyes suddenly, she didn’t expect that she would have such a big effect on Mu Nuannuan.
Shen Liang at this moment looked like a helpless and self-suspicious child, Mu Nuannuan looked at her firmly: “Yes, because I know I am not alone, so I am so fearless, I know that behind me With you.”
“Similarly, you obviously love Gu Zhiyan in your heart, but you choose to end everything. That’s because you subconsciously feel that Gu Zhiyan will not give you the bottom line, because he left and let you Can’t trust him anymore. Over the years, you have built a solid barrier in your heart, and this barrier is specially designed for Gu Zhiyan. Even if you are moved in your heart, you are more afraid of repeating the same mistakes. So I chose to drive away Gu Zhiyan to protect myself.”
Shen Liang’s head suddenly pressed lower.
Because Mu Nuannuan was right.
The two have known each other for more than ten years, and they have gone through a long period of youth together. Together, they have grown from a reckless girl to a steady adult. Mu Nuannuan can feel her temperament clearly and see her thoroughly.
She found so many reasons for herself. It’s just two words to sum up all these excuses and look forward, to end everything with the past, and to have a life of your own
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She was too afraid to repeat the same mistakes.
Too scared to do it again.
How confident she was, how self-questioning she was after that incident.
On her 18th birthday, she tricked Gu Zhiyan into a hotel to get drunk.
At that time, it only took her one day to make this decision.
It took the next ten years to pay for this decision.
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