Seeing the hesitant look on Liu Qian’s face again, Song Miao planned to work harder, and finally Liu Qian took the initiative to talk to herself about his emotional distress.
Is there anything you are hiding from me, you still don’t want to tell me? Song Miao said sternly, which looked more aura.
That was something during school. Liu Qian hesitated again and again, planning to confess this matter, and had been hiding it in his heart for so long.
No one has ever told that, in retrospect, there is actually a kind of beauty of first love, but that relationship did not bloom and bear fruit, but it was just showing signs.
Those were two proud people. Liu Qian had never met a person so similar to himself. At that time, Liu Qian was not unimpressed.
When I first went to Italy at the university, I was unfamiliar with everything abroad, but fortunately I escaped from Liu’s house. At that time, Liu Qian was not so close to strangers, and she would have the sweetness of a girl when she smiled.
He was under eighteen, and he was roaming outside when he was a minor. The money for studying abroad was earned by Liu Qian himself. Of course, outside, everything depends on Liu Qian. The family won’t care about Liu Qian. Liu Qianwen is also powerless. Many times he wants to help Liu Qian financially, but Liu Qian politely refuses.
At that splendid age, Liu Qian is already good at calculating, and she has a deceptive temperament who is precocious. Many boys were overwhelmed by it. At that time, there was also a man in the school, and that boy was a German.
With the rigor of a German, even when he saw Liu Qian, he could not squint, which made Liu Qian a good impression. She has always disliked frivolous men, but a serious man is more attractive here.
The future exchanges are more academic. Both of them are academic tyrants, and both are arrogant people. They often compete with each other in their studies.
It was a good memory, and now Liu Qian recalled it with a slight smile at the corner of his mouth. For those entertainments, they don’t have much interest, and more of their spare time is devoted to practice.
So similar and so fitting, Liu Qian had the illusion that this boy was sent by God to fall in love with her, and Liu Qian didn’t like to determine the relationship early.
The same is true for that boy. The two of them didn’t break the situation where friendship is the supremacy and love was not reached, and let the flow go on. Maybe after a year, two years, or even three years, they will be together naturally.
However, things have never been compliant with people’s will, and wanting to be together naturally is no better than the test given by God.
Originally it was not a relationship between boy and girl friends, and they would not restrain each other with emotion. Both of them have their own suitors. Those suitors, it can be said that they are trying their best, they have so many loopholes to exploit, how can they not give the rivals a try.
Proud people don’t like to explain, so misunderstanding is the best way to separate them. At that time, Liu Qian was ready to be confessed by that person.
Who knew that instead of waiting to confess, what was waiting was misunderstanding after misunderstanding. Liu Qian suddenly saw the person’s face clearly.
All the good things disappeared in no time. She thought that with such a small misunderstanding, the other party would not be confused and would not argue with her because of such misunderstandings.
The prerequisite for falling in love is to trust each other. Liu Qian is convinced that the other party is not suspicious, and she even thinks that the other party has the same idea as hers. Who knew that the person would actually listen to others, and several quarrels made Liu Qian completely chilled.
After the misunderstanding was resolved, the man wanted to pursue Liu Qian formally, but it was a pity that Liu Qian laughed and rejected the opponent mercilessly. Until now, Liu Qian still remembered what she said to that person personally at that time, “Trusting each other is the prerequisite for love. Maybe I made a fuss, but I can’t accept a lover who doesn’t trust me.”
On the surface, Liu Qian is a person who can afford to let go, but in fact, he has left a lot of lumps deep in his heart.
In the subconscious mind, Liu Qian has been afraid of touching feelings since then, and the feeling of being distrusted by the person she likes is too uncomfortable, it is better to give her a knife.
Mistrust is Ling Chi, which made Liu Qiansheng not dead, suffering, and all his strength collapsed inch by inch.
At that time, the person said something like this, which deeply touched Liu Qian, “You look invincible. I thought nothing could break you. I always thought that people who should be together can always come together. But I forgot about you. I also need other people’s pain, and I need to rely on. I’m sorry I will never disturb your life again.”
Later, after turning around, Liu Qian cried, a drop of clear tears, just one drop, which is already rare. On that day, she lost a lover and a confidant at the same time, and maybe if you give them a little more time, they won’t get to this point.
After listening to Liu Qian’s account, Song Miao was a little surprised. She didn’t expect Liu Qian to experience such a period. In the beautiful years of lush greenery, she didn’t know how to express her opinion without being together.
Why didn’t you tell me? Song Miao suppressed her emotions. At that time Liu Qian must be very helpless, and she didn’t even say to Song Miao.
There is nothing to say. Liu Qian gave a relieved smile. At that time, everyone thought she treated her feelings smartly, but it took a long time for her to come out.
Then it’s that relationship that makes you wary of the relationship and dare not touch it easily. Song Miao asked cautiously. In terms of Liu Qian’s personality, the first relationship is indeed very important, otherwise she will benefit from her. The nature of avoiding harm is the willingness not to be hurt again without feelings.
However, a relationship must be both good and bad. It is impossible not to get hurt, and misunderstandings often occur. This kind of thing is unavoidable, especially in the initial running-in phase, it is difficult to have the kind of perfect fit, so that Liu Qian can start with peace of mind.
It’s just one of the reasons. There are too few men who can see my eyes. This is also an important reason. After all, Liu Qian was relieved.
According to your opinion, how do you want to start a relationship again? Song Miao has the illusion of an emotional healer. Is this now a psychological counseling for Liu Qian?
Liu Qian took another sip of tea and thought for a while and replied: “According to the probability, I would choose to start a relationship with a low probability of tragedy.” It is roughly this way of saying that she seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages. She has been like this since she was a child, and she is a natural businessman.
Song Miao rubbed his temples, and Liu Qian said something probabilistic, feeling helpless. Even if the probability of tragedy is low, can emotions also take the probability of it? According to Liu Qian’s statement, can mathematics also be applied to emotions?
Suddenly, the brain supplemented the sci-fi drama. In the future, humans will choose their mates through computer matching, and match them based on various conditions. Throwing away the strange thoughts in his mind, Song Miao felt that Liu Qian’s thoughts must be reversed. If Liu Qian continued to be so paranoid, it would be impossible to fall in love.
Qian Qian, how do you judge the probability? Song Miao decided to follow Liu Qian’s statement.
Liu Qian replied solemnly, “Of course this must be considered from comprehensive factors. The internal and external environment, some people can’t touch it at first sight, and being with him is destined to be a tragedy.” Lin Musheng came to mind again. , Liu Qian still resisted his inner affection for Lin Musheng.
If you really like it, can you still think about it wisely? Song Miao felt that Liu Qian’s treatment of feelings was like a child’s play, which was very immature and a little naive.
After all, feelings can’t be calculated. Are feelings that are too sensible really like it?
What’s more, the probability is not absolute. Even if there is a possibility of one in ten thousand, the tragedy is also random. Perhaps being with that person is almost 100% tragedy, but if you get along, you will even enter the palace of marriage. , Just walk like this for a lifetime. Song Miao tried to reverse Liu Qian’s thoughts, and instead of believing in probability, it was better to rely on his own feelings.
Liu Qian looked at Song Miao seemingly, and she was also considering Song Miao’s words in her heart. In fact, what Song Miao said was quite reasonable. Just thinking of Lin Musheng, Liu Qian felt that it was impossible, not to mention Song Miao in front of Lin Musheng’s heart.
If it really had something to do with Lin Musheng, wouldn’t it be a vulgar love triangle, or with his sister Song Miao.
Thinking of this, Liu Qian felt ashamed of Song Miao, so he wouldn’t have any development with Lin Musheng anyway.
Even if it is attracted, he will not take a step forward, but the reaction to Lin Musheng has been a bit overwhelming recently, is it not good? Liu Qian’s head had already started to digress. She thought of other things and thought that she should treat Lin Musheng normally.
The more you refuse, the more you have to stay calm, otherwise even the people around you will probably see your own anomaly, thinking about Liu Qian like this suddenly becomes clear.
However, Song Miao on the other side continued to try to reverse Liu Qian’s thoughts, thinking that the suddenly open expression on Liu Qian’s face was because he had listened to her own words.
Look at me and Huo Tianqing. According to your probability algorithm, he and I shouldn’t have started. Do you think we are not doing well now? Some things are not as terrible as you thought, and you have really taken that step. You will find that the front is wide open, and you will understand that your vision was too narrow before. Both of them took their relationship with Huo Tianqing as examples, Song Miao can be said to be very hardworking.
But as Song Miao was talking about it, she suddenly understood why she was worrying about her wedding. After finally getting to this step with Huo Tianqing, she should be happily preparing to be Huo Tianqing’s most beautiful bride. It is simply hypocritical to worry about it.
The two looked at each other thoughtfully, and the corners of their mouths showed satisfying smiles. This time the conversation had solved some problems.
I understand what you mean, and I will consider what you said. It’s not easy to see each other, don’t always talk about these things, I recently saw a bag, and you can help me see it. Liu Qian took advantage of Song Miao’s sudden mood After getting better, she hurriedly changed the topic, she really didn’t want to continue this topic.
Song Miao couldn’t continue, so she had to follow Liu Qian’s words, but she was still happy. After all, Liu Qian also listened to her, and she also wanted to understand that it was the happiest thing to be married with Huo Tianqing under the blessing of everyone, and she wanted to be a beautiful bride happily.
??Yet? “Song Miao asked with concern, feeling more worried than falling in love.
No. Liu Qian said flatly, how could it be easy to develop feelings like this kind of thing.
There were some ups and downs in her heart, and more was thinking about how to avoid it. Liu Qian was really cowardly dealing with feelings. I prefer to avoid it, and I don’t want to face it head-on. I once had such a passion for an alumnus during school, and it was obvious that the other party was also interested. It was Liu Qian who ruined it all abruptly.
Thinking of that time, it was an indelible bump in Liu Qian’s heart, and Liu Qian looked at Song Miao who was worried about him. He was hesitating whether to tell the truth about the episode that was not told to her, maybe he shouldn’t have brought Song Miao to him at that time, and he should ask Song Miao’s opinion.