despair!
Literally means no hope, which refers to a complete loss of confidence in something.
However, what Lu Xi has experienced is not only to show her bitterness by completely losing confidence in things.
She has experienced the kind of despair that calls for daily refusal and the earth is not working, and she has also experienced the fear that the child she gave birth to in October was almost dying in her arms.
That kind of despair and fear, but how long in the past Lu Xi wanted to think about it, she still had lingering fears, she didn’t want to experience it again in this life, so she had to work hard to make a lot of money, not only to guarantee the cost of Lu Lu’s next two operations, but also Lu Lu’s future plans.
“Mummy…”
The milky voice of Lu Lu’s milk made Lu Xi regain her consciousness. She picked Lu Lu up and stuffed it into the electric toy car: “Son, this is the car Mommy bought for you. Do you like it?”
“I like it.” There is no child who is three-year-old who doesn’t like toy cars. Lu Lu sat in the car and flicked right and left, and temporarily left his favorite mummy aside.
Seeing that Lu Lu finally looks like he should be at this age, Lu Xi was also happy in her heart: “Son, you play for a while, Mommy will make you something to eat, and go to bed earlier after eating.”
Lu Lu obediently replied, “Okay.”
…
It’s getting late now, and Lu Lu is still young. It’s not good to eat too much at night.
Lu Xi had already prepared. She took out the lean meat from the refrigerator, chopped the lean meat into small pieces, and cooked the lean meat porridge for Lu Lu, so that it would be nutritious without indigestion.
Lu Xi neatly chopped up the lean meat, then washed the rice and lean meat into the pot together, pressed the quick porridge button to confirm that the smart rice cooker would automatically cook the porridge, she went back to the hall to accompany Lu Lu: “Son, are you sleepy?”
Lu Lu was running around the house in his toy car, not at all sleepy: “Mommy, Lu Lu is not sleepy.”
When Lu Xi saw him having such a good time, the corners of her lips rose unconsciously. It would be great if she could go home to accompany Lu Lu after get off work every day, and could prepare food for him by herself.
This is something that many mothers can do every day, but she can’t. Since she nodded and agreed to an unclear deal with Qin Yin, many things have been left to her.
It’s rare for Lu Lu to have such a good time after playing. Lu Xi left him to play. When he got tired, the porridge in the pot was ready. Lu Xi gave Lu Lu a small bowl and let him go after it cooled down. eat.
Lu Lu has been in the kindergarten for a year, and he has long learned to eat by himself. After receiving the porridge, it may be because of the fragrant porridge made by mommy, or he may be tired from playing, so he gulped.
Lu Xi also served a bowl of porridge herself, and she was eating while watching Lu Lu eat. Seeing the little guy eating deliciously, she felt very fulfilled, thinking that she must prepare something more delicious for Lu Lu in the future. .
A bowl of porridge soon reached the bottom. Lu Lu handed the bowl to Lu Xi, and said with a milky voice: “Mummy, Lu Lu wants to eat it.”
“You want to eat?” Lu Xi reached out and touched Lu Lu’s belly. “Son, your stomach is already rounded. You can’t eat anymore.”
“Mummy’s porridge is delicious, I still want to eat it.” Lu Lu looked at Lu Xi eagerly, seeing Lu Xi’s heart softened, “Okay, then eat a little bit, not too much.”
Lu Lu nodded obediently: “Okay.”
…
After dinner, Lu Xi helped Lu Lu take a bath. It was too late today. Lu Lu dozed off while taking a bath. Lu Xi felt distressed but also very cute.
This little guy insisted that he wasn’t sleepy and he wanted to play with Mommy. Now his little head was like a chicken eating rice. It looked funny and cute. Lu Xi couldn’t help kissing him.
After taking a shower, Lu Xi hugged Lu Lu back to the bed. Just after putting it down, the little guy suddenly opened his eyes, again with a pitiful appearance that was about to cry: “Mommy, don’t leave the baby.”
Lu Xi hurriedly hugged him: “Son, Mommy will accompany you to sleep and won’t leave you behind.”
I don’t know that Lu Luyou heard what Lu Xi said. He closed his eyes again, but his two little hands still held Lu Xi’s clothes tightly. His back coaxed him to sleep.
Jingle Bell–
The phone that Lu Xi put aside suddenly rang. She hurriedly pressed mute and saw that Lu Lu was not awakened. Only then did she seriously watch the phone call. The call was an unfamiliar number.
It was almost twelve o’clock in the evening. Lu Xi didn’t want to answer a call from an unfamiliar number, so he hung up.
After a few seconds after hanging up the call, the strange call came in again. It might be a wrong call once, and it might be that she was calling her twice, or someone had memorized her wrong number. In case there is something urgent… After thinking about it, Lu Xi still answered the phone, and made it clear whether he was looking for her or not, so as not to harass her again.
But Lu Xi regretted it as soon as he got on the phone. If she had known that the person on the other end was her stepmother Cui Xianzhen, she would definitely not pick it up.
The old woman on the other end of the phone said bitterly and meanly: “Lu Xi, are you stupid? You took that small wild species to Jiangbei. If you let President Qin know, you don’t know how you died.”
Lu Xi originally hated this stepmother, but now when she heard her swearing that Lu Lu is a wild species, her temper rose: “Cui Xianzhen, you fucking shut me up!”
Cui Xian really didn’t think that Lu Xi would speak to her, and then asked Lu Xi’s father for help: “The surname is Lu, listen to you, this is the good daughter you raised. How do you think she talked to her elders? She gave birth to one. Wild species, we have to raise that wild species. This is a fact. Don’t let people tell you?”
“Cui Xianzhen, I warn you, you can shut up a little wild species again, don’t blame me for being rude to you.” For this kind of person, Lu Xi didn’t want to let her go too far.
It’s best to know the surname Cui better, otherwise it will offend her, and she will settle the old and new accounts with the surname Cui.
Cui Xian sneered and said, “Hoho…you’re welcome? Lu Xi, how can you be rude to me? Report to President Qin that I scolded you and scolded you for being a wild species with someone else? If you have the ability, just tell him. , Let him clean me up.”
“Cui Xianzhen, if you still want to get money from me, you’d better shut up. Otherwise, without waiting for you to tell Qin Yinzhen, I will tell him immediately that I have given birth to a son with someone else.” Lu Xi hung up the phone with a snap, and pulled the disgusting people into the blacklist. It seemed that she had to change her phone number.
After the anger, Lu Xi thought of another terrible thing. She had just brought Lu Lu to Jiangbei, and the people on the Lu family knew about it, so people from the Lu family have been staring at her.
hateful!
Lu Xi gritted her teeth, those people had better not do more excessive things, otherwise she would never spare them lightly.
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