“Aunt……”
Many complex emotions flooded into Zhuang Momo’s heart, making her want to say a lot to Qin Xiaobao, but she opened her mouth but couldn’t say anything.
“Child, I have nothing to do, don’t comfort me.” Actually, without Zhuang Momo saying too much, Qin Xiaobao can also understand what Zhuang Momo wants to say from Zhuang Momo’s eyes.
She raised her hand, stroked Zhuang Momo’s head, and smiled slightly: “My child, even if the future results are not good, but the day will continue. You have to understand that the sun will rise every day as usual, and it will not Change because of someone.”
“Auntie…” Zhuang Momo grabbed Qin Xiaobao’s hand with his backhand, excited to say something, but once again swallowed everything he wanted to say under Qin Xiaobao’s gaze.
She thought Qin Xiaobao was giving her hope, but at this moment she knew that Qin Xiaobao, Zhanli Mo’s missing mother, had made the worst plans for Zhanli Mo’s mother.
Qin Xiaobao patted Zhuang Momo’s hand: “Child, I have something to do today, so I will leave first. You have a good rest, and I will find time to see you another day.”
Until Qin Xiaobao walked out of the ward, Zhuang Momo couldn’t say a word, and watched Qin Xiaobao leave. She was in a daze when she saw Qin Xiaobao walk out of the ward door.
But when she took a closer look, she didn’t see any abnormality in Qin Xiaobao.
The mother Zhuang next to her turned her gaze back on Zhuang Momo, raised her hand to caress Zhuang Momo’s head, and exclaimed: “I used to hear that the wife of Chief Zhan is an unreliable woman. , I didn’t do anything to make the war chief head a big head, but now it seems that this is not the case at all.”
“Some people seem to be not serious on the surface, but they are clear in their hearts like a mirror.” Similarly, after seeing Qin Xiaobao for the first time, Qin Xiaobao’s first impression of Zhuang Momo was that she was a mother who was not very reliable. But today she doesn’t think so.
“Mrs. Zhan is such a person, right?” Mother Zhuang said.
“Some people are always decent, but the key performance is absolutely unexpected. He is smart, decisive, dare to think and do, can take responsibility, and can make his companions feel at ease…” In Zhuang Momo’s heart Zhan Limo is such a person, and now she thinks Qin Xiaobao is also such an excellent person.
Zhan Limo’s excellence is inseparable from his excellent parents.
“Momo…” Mother Zhuang hugged Zhuang Momo distressedly, without saying anything to persuade her. Because Zhuang’s mother understands that Zhuang Momo has listened to too much persuasion these days, what Zhuang Momo needs is not persuasion, but a warm and powerful embrace, and this is what she can give to Zhuang Momo as a mother.
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Even though it has entered autumn, the weather in Jiangbei is still very hot. The scorching sun is shining on the ground, and the pedestrians walking on the street can almost be cooked.
It’s obviously such a hot weather, but Qin Xiaobao walking on the street can’t feel the warmth at all. Her whole body is cold, from the cold heart to the outside, from the cold feet to the head.
She had experienced this kind of despair in her life. She was so desperate that she thought that the sun would never rise again as usual, and so desperate that she felt that every minute and every second of her life was suffering.
But that was a long, long time ago, and Qin Xiaobao was about to forget the almost suffocating feeling of despair…
how long?
She couldn’t remember, and didn’t want to think about it.
Some things are better to be confused than to understand.
She wants to keep walking like this, keep walking, and her son will appear in front of her when she gets tired, and the ghost said to her happily, “Mrs. Zhan, I am teasing you.”
Qin Xiaobao thought that this time was the same as many times before. It was the foolish Zhan Limo who was playing with her, but she also understood clearly that Zhan Limo was really missing, and was carrying out the arrangements made by his father himself. The mission was missing.
A few days ago, she was vaguely disturbed and desperately wanted to see her son, but Zhan Nianbei told her that Zhan Limo was only going out to perform an ordinary task.
Ordinary tasks can make people unclear?
Does he Zhan Nianbei think she Qin Xiaobao has become stupid?
Qin Xiaobao didn’t want to think about many things, and she didn’t want to confront Zhan Nianbei, because she knew clearly that once some words were spoken, no one would be hurt.
I don’t know how long I’ve been walking, Qin Xiaobao felt that her body was getting lighter and lighter, so light that she could hardly feel her own existence. When she thought she would fall like this, a gloomy voice sounded in her ears: “Qin Xiaobao, you Don’t die!”
It’s Zhan Nianbei!
It was also a long, long time that Zhan Nian Beishen had spoken to her in such a tone. At this moment, Qin Xiaobao was a little dazed to hear it. Time seemed to have returned to the days before they got married and back to the days when she crazily pursued him.
The days of her crazy pursuit of him seemed to many people to be very hard, but she didn’t feel hard at all. How could it be hard to run after her beloved man every day.
After chasing Zhan Nianbei for so long, she never felt hard because she knew that this man would belong to her sooner or later.
Fearing her and making her desperate is when she knows her real life experience, because she can’t see hope anymore, she feels that the man she has been holding tightly in her hands is getting farther and farther away from her.
Looking at Zhan Nianbei in front of her, Qin Xiaobao’s thoughts returned to the past. She raised her hand to caress the scum he left behind, and suddenly smiled: “Zhan Nianbei, I must have owed you too much in my previous life. Come to pay the debt.”
Zhan Nianbei held her palm and hugged her up: “Qin Xiaobao, what do you remember from what I told you?”
Qin Xiaobao didn’t want to hear him. She looked at him and shook her head: “Zhan Nianbei, who are you? Why do I feel that I don’t know you anymore?”
Zhan Nianbei: “Go back with me now.”
Qin Xiaobao allowed him to hold him without struggling, and even smiled at him: “You know, when I knew that I was just a child adopted by the Qin family, I didn’t feel sad, and didn’t have a dislike for life.”
Zhan Nianbei slightly increased the strength to hold her: “Qin Xiaobao, shut up.”
Qin Xiaobao hooked his neck with one hand: “The first time I felt desperate, it was because I knew my real life experience, because this matter had something to do with you. The second time I felt desperate, it was because of you. My son was let go, but there was no way he could come back safely.”
Qin Xiaobao knew that this matter could not be blamed on Zhan Nianbei, the top leader of the Jiangbei Military Region, but Zhan Nianbei was not only the top leader of the Jiangbei Military Region, he was also her husband and the father of Zhanli Mo.
If she can’t even question this point, what else can she do?
She was smiling clearly, but she shed tears while smiling: “Zhan Nianbei, are you the god sent to save me or the devil sent to punish me?”
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