Feeling a guilty conscience inexplicably, Lin Musheng put down the knife and fork in his hand and looked at Yu Zhuo’s back rather helplessly. It seems that Yu Zhuo is really different from Liu Qian. I used to think that Yu Zhuo was not open to the love of men and women, but it turned out that it was not the time yet.
Now that Yu Zhuo was deeply trapped in it, Lin Musheng was very worried, how could he expect Yu Zhuo to fall in love with Liu Qian at first sight. Just as Lin Musheng fell in love with Song Miao who smiled at him very tenderly at a glance, no one knows about feelings.
Seeing Lin Musheng’s worried look, Liu Qian also put down the knife and fork in his hand. After such an encounter, the ambiguity between them suddenly disappeared.
The two looked at each other without any appetite. It took a long time for Lin Musheng to say, “I’m sorry.” He didn’t know why he apologized.
Liu Qian waited for a long time before coming to Lin Musheng to apologize. The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, not knowing what Lin Musheng meant.
What’s the embarrassment? Liu Qian said lightly, she didn’t want to get in between the two brothers Lin Musheng and Yu Zhuo.
Yu Zhuo has been under a lot of pressure recently, so I’m a little rude, and I hope you don’t mind. Lin Musheng explained for Yu Zhuo, obviously this explanation is very weak.
It’s okay, I don’t mind, I’m full. Liu Qian smiled at Lin Musheng nonchalantly. Sometimes she smiled like an angel, making people unable to turn their eyes away.
I’m full too. Why don’t you go to the living room and taste the fine wine I treasured. Lin Musheng suggested. He didn’t want to continue to be so embarrassed with Liu Qian, he always needed something to do.
Liu Qian shook the goblet in her hand, drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and then said: “It’s getting late, next time!” Liu Qian didn’t want to stay any longer, her eyes were clear, even the corners of her mouth smiled. It’s all like a urge.
Lin Musheng was not too forced to stay, so he stood up, “Then let me send you off.”
Liu Qian stood up and responded to Lin Musheng, “No, I can just go down by myself.” Rejecting Lin Musheng’s kindness, Liu Qian felt abruptly sober.
I didn’t want to continue this ambiguity with Lin Musheng anymore, and even cuddling with Lin Musheng to keep warm on such a day, unknowingly became the kind of person I hated before.
Like is a unique like, how can it be, now there is more and more ambiguity between Lin Musheng and Lin Musheng. Regardless of the predecessors, the two are like a young couple. This subtle change made Liu Qian panic.
And how could Lin Musheng understand Liu Qian’s panic? He didn’t even know that he fell into it unknowingly. He thought he was only Song Miao.
Very often feelings are afraid of ambiguous, who knows if ambiguous and ambiguous, will you lose your heart. One who refuses to hand over his sincerity easily, and one who has someone in his heart, such two people are not suitable for ambiguousness, and can only hurt others and themselves in the future.
After a brief taste, Liu Qian’s sudden realization was just like this. Soon after Yu Zhuo left, Liu Qian hurriedly left. Lin Musheng looked at Liu Qian’s back and fell into contemplation.
Under Lin Musheng’s eyes, Evan personally sent Liu Qian away. When he returned, he saw Lin Musheng overthrow the entire table.
Evan came forward and squatted on the ground to clean up the mess, Lin Musheng had a vague anger on his face. Evan glanced at Lin Musheng meaningfully. Many people didn’t know that Evan and Lin Musheng were friends.
Liu Qian only knew that Lin Musheng was her senior, but she didn’t know that Evan was also her senior, but later went to the UK to study as a housekeeper.
It is precisely because of such a relationship that Lin Musheng specially hired Evan as his steward, and will take Evan with him wherever he goes.
To a certain extent, Lin Musheng didn’t need a housekeeper, but he wanted someone to speak. Many things are uncomfortable in my heart, and I need a tree hole, and Evan is a trustworthy person, a good tree hole, he doesn’t talk too much or talk nonsense.
Don’t clean up. Lin Musheng said to Evan, “Let others clean up. Go down and have a few drinks with me.”
Lin Musheng walked up to Evan as he spoke, which made Evan have to stand up. Maybe Evan was not an excellent housekeeper, or even failed.
But Evan is really a good talking object, and this has made the two people who had only been classmates for a year gradually become friends in the true sense.
Am I wrong this time? Evan saw many things in his eyes. Lin Musheng wanted to ask Evan if he hadn’t been right from the beginning.
Evan dutifully opened a bottle of red wine. These wines were selected by Evan for Lin Musheng and were all top-notch products. The two would often drink together.
There are many things that may be distressed when you are sober, and you will be more comfortable after drinking, at least not for the time being.
Why insist on right and wrong? Evan said freely, he has always been a free and easy person.
Originally, Evan was also a noble son, but the family suddenly changed and the family business went bankrupt, and he had nothing. He was unlearned and didn’t plan to make a comeback. He would be sent to that school to work with Lin Musheng, a classmate, but it was only wishful thinking of his father that he wanted him to learn something so that he could inherit the company.
When everyone was mourning, even decadent, only Evan seemed to be relieved. He doesn’t want to inherit a family business, but now he is relaxed and comfortable. As for the transfer to a British butler, it is just because of his own impulse.
For Evan, the boundary between right and wrong is not clear. He doesn’t want to embarrass himself, and Lin Musheng likes to embarrass himself most, so Lin Musheng kept him by his side.
Lin Musheng also hopes that someone around him can change his personality. Relatives, friends, and lovers can do. Some people are just powerful on the outside, but still eager for salvation inside.
Yu Zhuo likes her, this is something I didn’t expect. Lin Musheng said with some pain, there is no way to deal with this matter properly.
What will happen in the future, no one can think of what kind of damage will be caused to Zhuo, Lin Musheng’s heart is in a mess, as if watching Yu Zhuozhong walk his own way back then, and the person who will push Zhuo to this field is exactly he.
“Like or dislike is largely your own business, why you still can’t figure out why after so long. The third person in your relationship should not be condemned too much, whether it is a third person or your loved one’s relatives and friends. , It’s not the key to your feelings’ inability to cultivate a righteous fruit.” Evan analyzed rationally. He has always disagreed with Lin Musheng’s statement, but he cannot influence Lin Musheng’s decision.
Yes, I want to push all the faults on Liu Qian. I am cowardly, I am not a man enough, I am stingy.”” Lin Musheng said frantically.”
Evan’s face was indifferent, he was a free man most of the time, and at the same time he was also a man who was indifferent and indifferent. Even he looked at Lin Musheng with a helpless look, their views could never reach the same level, even so, Lin Musheng tried his best to tie Evan to his side.
Lin Musheng was afraid that one day, if even Evan was gone, he might not be able to wake up again. Ever since he knew that Song Miao was about to marry a woman and was pregnant with someone else’s child, Lin Musheng was not sober enough from that moment, and he was muddled every day.
He was deprived of the last chance to get Song Miao back. Perhaps he and Song Miao have no relationship in this life, so he is willing to give up that relationship.
The memory of the past is the dawn in the dark, which has supported him to the present, and now even the dawn is gone, Lin Musheng cannot accept such a cruel reality.
Many times, you have never grown up. Evan looked at Lin Musheng sympathetically, and there was another important reason why he was willing to stay with Lin Musheng. To a certain extent, they were of the same kind.
There is a category of people who refuse to grow up before they are fully mature, and then grow old year after year just to become an adult. Evan didn’t want to take responsibility, so he refused to grow up, he put himself in stock, just want a free life.
Lin Musheng refused to grow up after being struck by love, and kept himself trapped there, trapped in a relationship that had not yet budded.
These years, Lin Musheng has made great progress, getting better year after year, but his feelings have been stagnant forever. Obsessed with the beauty in the memory, even thinking that Song Miao was waiting for the reunion just like him, no one thought that Song Miao would have forgotten him cleanly.
Lin Musheng, you can pretend to be unconscious after drinking, but how can you continue to be confused when you are not drinking. Evan shook the red wine in his glass. He liked this red and black liquid.
Have you liked someone? This is the first time Lin Musheng asked Evan about his feelings. Lin Musheng has always been talking about his feelings, and he has never heard Evan mention his feelings.
Evan raised his eyes slightly, and a small smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, “Who hasn’t liked one or two people.” The smile on the corner of his mouth grew more and more, like a beautiful flower in full bloom.
Then how did you get out? Lin Musheng wanted a little guidance. He couldn’t continue to love Song Miao, nor could he cut off this bond.
Getting out, why do you want to get out, I enjoy it. Not all feelings are tragedy. The first person I like is still in touch. We are also friends and relatives now. I thank her for bringing me growth. Evan’s attitude towards feelings has always been to welcome each other a thousand miles away, and wave goodbye when they go.
How can there be so much heartbreaking, so much entanglement, so much hard to let go. But Evan is not a person who can let go easily. He has to let go of his love if he runs out of love.
Whenever it is unforgettable, most of the time it is just at the best time that one of them let go, and the other side will linger and reluctant to let go.
As far as Evan is concerned, the best feeling is that you and I are not too much in love, just because I like you, and you happen to like me. Don’t have so many reasons. If there are so many reasons not to be together, why bother to start.
He always believed that lovers would eventually become family members, and would never lament those lovers who had to give up because of various external reasons. Since love does not separate you and me, how can they finally let go of each other’s hands.
It’s not that there is no feelings. If there is no feelings, then there is no need to force them to stay.