Li Bingxin lowered his eyes: “I also have my worries. First, I am afraid that your parents will blame you. Second, I am afraid that you will become the laughing stock of Tongcheng people because of me. And the most important point is that I feel too guilty. I am afraid that if I cannot leave an heir for you in this life, then I will not dare to sleep by your side after a hundred years.”
Hearing what she said, Yin Zhan hugged her back into his arms: “If those women who haven’t given birth to children think like you, how many orphan graves will there be in the world? I think the biggest problem with you is that you love to think too much. The life is our own, so we know for ourselves, why bother our hearts about those things.
The matter of the child is fate, it is our luck if it comes, and it is our fate if it does not come. If you believe me, then you will hold my hand tightly from now on and stay with me for the rest of my life. Don’t worry, no matter whether we have a child of our own in the end, I can promise you one thing…”
Yin Zhan held her hand tightly: “As long as I don’t die, I won’t let go of this hand.”
Li Bingxin looked at him with moist eyes: “Why do you treat me so well, I really feel sorry for you.”
“I’m also selfish. After I met you, I realized that my life was wasted in vain. I don’t want to lose you. I want to keep you by my side forever. Only in this way can I be happy in my future life.”
Yin Zhan’s hand gently stroked her face: “Except for work, entertainment and sleeping time, how long can I stay with you? Don’t waste this happiness anymore, I need you, come back with me.”
Li Bingxin was very moved, she hugged him, and the two embraced tightly.
“A Zhan, before you leave, you can accompany me to meet Ouyang’s parents once.”
“What? Do you want to help them, or… want to scold them?”
Li Bingxin shook his head: “No, I want to have a good talk with them. I don’t want the tragedy that happened to me to happen again to Xiaose.”
Yin Zhan couldn’t help laughing: “Why do you like that little girl so much?”
“Aren’t you the same, I think you have been infected a lot by that happy girl.”
Yin Zhan nodded helplessly: “That’s true, I think I’ve lived for forty years, and I still have to rely on that girl to point out some things.”
“Yeah, she is really the most transparent girl among the girls I know. Although she is not very old next year, many things don’t seem to matter to her. I think Ouyang really found a treasure. He knows how to cherish it, but his mother…
I have to talk to them, it’s my repayment to Xiao se. After all, in the past few months, I have really received a lot of favor and help from her. Will you accompany me? ”
“Go.”
The two let go of each other, looked at each other and smiled knowingly, Li Bingxin suddenly felt that something seemed to be enlightened.
She didn’t dare to love or hurt before, but what happened, she wasn’t happy at all.
Yin Zhan was not happy because of her timidity.
As Xiaose said, she and Yin Zhan are conjoined twins who are both prosperous and damaged.
Rather than letting him live in pain because of himself, it is really better for her to return to him and make him happy.
In this way… Even if one day he gets tired of her and lets go of her.
Then she won’t regret it, at least… She gave him the happiness he wanted, didn’t she?
Besides, he didn’t necessarily know that there would be a day when he really abandoned himself.
In short, it is her responsibility to make those who love her happy.
Sure enough, people really have to be able to think about it in order to be happy.
She finds herself being too lumpy sometimes.
That day, Yin Zhan brought Li Bingxin back to the hotel, and the two lingered for a whole night.
For Yin Zhan, love is taking this woman as his own, and pampering him every night from then on.