Mentioning this, he sighed tenderly and shook his head: “I don’t know.”
“I think…the reason why you are so annoyed is because you love him deeply and take responsibility for him.”
Looking at Tong Hao tenderly, she didn’t make a sound.
Tong Hao sat upright for a few minutes: “otherwise you think, when you were with Gao Muran before, Gao Muran cheated on you, he betrayed you, and you were not so sad, does this just prove that you don’t care about Gao Muran so much, so you are not sad?
In contrast, isn’t your heart-wrenching sadness this time because Huo tingshen has been approved by your heart, and you never thought that he would do anything to hurt you, but he touched your bottom line again, so you are in such pain? ”
Sitting on the bed tenderly, I was still a little dazed.
Tong Hao said: “Xiaoqing, you have to face up to your own heart first.”
“I admit,” nodded tenderly: “my feeling for Huo tingshen is indeed different from that of Gao Muran. For Gao Muran, I am more moved, because I am moved by his dedication, so I am willing to work hard for this touch. Even if the final result is not satisfactory, I feel…I have worked hard, so I don’t regret it. But for Huo tingshen…”
As she spoke, she also compromised in her heart.
“It’s love,” she nodded: “at the beginning, when Huo Tingshen contacted me frequently, I thought I could refuse him, but… every time I needed him, he was by my side. Slowly, the line of defense in my heart was completely defeated by him, so that later, I tried to remind myself that even if I fell in love with him, I should keep my heart. Well, I always thought that I could do it, but now I realize that love is very unreasonable. He is on my weakness, ruthless I was stabbed so hard that I was in pain.”
She said tenderly and shook her head.
“Since breaking up with Gao Muran, I have always resisted the matter of giving my heart to any man. Huo tingshen has been by my side for a long time. I struggled for a long time and finally had to compromise. I really thought it was him, but now I’m not sure.”
“What you said is that you are married and have children. Can you still break up?”
Warm fist: “but I don’t have the courage to face him. When I see him, I will remember that he turned me into a Bai family. For me, being cheated is more serious. The cheating is just because I don’t love him anymore, but he stabbed a knife in my heart. I don’t have the confidence to spend my whole life with a man who hurt me. ”
“But there are no perfect men in this world,” Tong Hao said with a sigh: “I always think my dad is pretty good, but do you know that my dad may be a good dad, but he is not a good husband, because I found that he also has ambiguous relationships with women outside.”
Looking at Tong Hao tenderly, she was a little surprised by her words.
Tong Hao nodded to her: “it’s what you think, it’s funny, isn’t it?”
For a while, the warmth didn’t know what to say.
The two looked at each other and smiled, and said tenderly, “don’t talk, let’s rest.”
Tong Hao nodded.
The two lay down together, and Tong Hao said as if thinking of something: “by the way, Mr. Huo is still downstairs. You really don’t care about him.”
There was a bit of turmoil in the warmth: “don’t care.”
Tong Hao didn’t say anything more.
But the warmth is heavy.
It’s so late, what is he still doing at the door?
Could it be that he thought that these things he did could be forgiven by waiting?
But even though I think so in my heart, I still turn sideways and face the direction of the window.
After more than half an hour, Tong Hao beside him has heard the sound of even breathing.
She was in a hurry to catch the high-speed train this afternoon. After walking such a long distance alone, she must be exhausted.
She didn’t feel sleepy, so she got up and covered Tong Hao with the quilt, then got out of bed, walked to the window, and looked downstairs.